OK this is kinda just a rant so If it were you I would stop reading...
Ok so I have band camp and in band we have section leaders. Those people are supposed to help you with knowing the music and with just normal high school band things. No one told me anything about what I should do if my leader has a crush on me. I'm not sure if he has a crush on me but from what he does it makes it seem like he does. He is always trying to get me to laugh, always sitting next to me when he can, and when I laugh at something he always looks at me and smiles. I honesty dont like him back. I have a little crush on a different section leader who gives me weird signals. Almost every time I look over at him he is looking at me through the corner of his eye or is full on making eye contact with me. I've never had a real conversation with him before but he sat in front of me for the first 2 days. This also isn't the first time we've seen each other. A few weeks before summer started we had a little band practice where the freshman meet the band and get music. He was there and a few days later we had a concert. In the concert the elementary, middle, and high schools come together and play. Well the guy who I like, lets just call him Meep, was in the high school's jazz band and when he was playing we kept making eye contact and I would look away to the other players but when I would look back at Meep he would still be looking at me. It also doesn't help when I have dreams that he likes me. It makes me thing that this guy who is 2 years older than me likes me and then makes me sad when I wake up and realize that he will prob never like me. I just dont know what to do. Do I just push my feeling aside and forget about him or do I keep liking him and see if some how he has feelings for me? And what do I do about my section leader? I dont want it to be awkward between us. Thank you if you go to this point you are amazing. - Peaceberry143 <3
