Peachii-Rxses

Goodbye guys. You probably wont get this, but it's fine. Goodbye 

I'm going to start deleting all my dms

It's not my decision guys. I have to delete everything. Even my account. I'm sorry. My mom is making me. I an truly sorry... I wont be doing it right now, but today. So... 

goodmorning yall! I'm up now so rps can start.

Going to bed. Night guys! Maybe I can update my book tmr O.O

I kinda wanna rp but a literate rp. I have been working on my writing skills so hit me up if u wanna do some literate rp

All I asked was for my mom not to read one chat because I promised my friend I wouldn't tell anyone and Ofc my stepdad was at the door listening and he made it a big deal and said I couldnt have privacy until I have 15 or 16. I'm sorry, but that f-ing messed up. He never said sorry or anything and I cried on secret. 
          
          Another thing that happened yesterday was that my mom bought me some nail polish that tastes disgusting so I would stop biting my  nails. We were eating chicken wings and I bit into one wnd got a tendon stuck in between my teeth. I wanted to get it out, but I cant put my fingers in my mouth because of the nail polish
           So they made me use a toothpick, which I stabbed myself in the gums trying to get that peice of chicken out. I was about to cry so I just brushed my teeth, washed my hands, and was going to my room, but then he started laughing at me. Then I broke down. I heard my stepdad legit say. "I was the one laughing at her." In a sarcastic, joking voice while he was still laughing. I was pretty much bawling mind you. But my mom felt bad for me and brought me a peice of cake while I just watched YouTube. And ofc he cand and apologized. The only reason he apologized is because it actually made me cry. If I didnt cry or just cried in secret, no one would say sorry or anything. So yeah. I cried about 5 times last night. 

I had a very realistic dream last night that the band was going on a road trip to something and we stopped at this place and I followed some of my friends and we sat down in an alley type area where I met a girl named Alynna who moved in 6th grade and she was actually really nice. Everything was kinda lowkey satanic and really creepy. I'm pretty sure I was dating my other crush as well so that was nice. Lol. It was weird, but very realistic, you know?

Hes right about me. I'm just a cry baby that gets worked up over everything. I'm an annoying little brat who everyone hates and I know it.

I want too many aesthetics. I wont to become and soft girl but then another part of me is like no, you need to become a dark, emo child. Then another part of me is like, no. You need to become the pretty little femme. Like agh. Just decide!?!?!?!?