This account will serve as a reminder of my disgusting fan fictions I wrote. When I was a kid (13 years old), I found someone online named BlogTheGreatRouge on tumblr. Her comics inspired me to think that some awful things they were depicting were okay. Now I realize what I wrote about in my fanfics was really weird. I accepted things that I was taught by Rouge's comics, drawings; Rouge was someone I use to look up too and the reason I started drawing in the first place. Her art inspired me to start drawing. When I was a kid I told myself I wanted to be like her when I grow up. And now it makes me sick to my stomach that I even said that.

As I'm writing this I recently found out that it was all Rouge's fault for my weird mindset back when I was a kid/teen. Yet I still can't help but blame myself.

I now have to live with the fact that I wrote about stuff like that, and I'll forever be haunted by this. It was disgusting, irresponsible, scary, and very embarrassing. I was one of those young people who were caught up in the whole Rouge mess. Her comics, drawings, and stories tempted me to look up more disgusting shit while I was still a minor and I unfortunately got addicted to all of it. I should mention I was very autistic back then so I was naive and easily manipulated. But that can't and won't excuse the weird shit I wrote about.

I'm sorry to the young people who were exposed to my story's. I take full responsibility for my actions. Ever since I left this account I've become a better person and a decent human being. I'm so glad I stopped writing about that shit.

I should probably clear things up, the stuff I wrote about was not as awful as you may think, but it was still pretty bad. People have made a lot worse than me. And I was lucky to escape it. That's all I'm gonna say.

I can't believe I use to look up to you as a kid, Fuck you Rouge.