Peanutlieutenant

This account will serve as a reminder of my disgusting fan fictions I wrote. When I was a kid (13 years old), I found someone online named BlogTheGreatRouge on tumblr. Her comics inspired me to think that some awful things they were depicting were "okay". Now I realize what I wrote about in my fanfics was disgusting. I accepted things that I was taught by Rouge's comics, drawings; Rouge was someone I use to look up too and the reason I started drawing in the first place. Her art inspired me to start drawing. When I was a kid I told myself I wanted to be like her when I grow up. And now it makes me sick to my stomach that I even said that back then.

As I'm writing this I recently found out that it was all Rouge's fault for my disgusting mindset back when I was a kid/teen. Yet I still can't help but blame myself for thinking that awful stuff was okay.

I now have to live with the fact that I wrote about stuff like that, and I'll forever be haunted by this. It was disgusting, irresponsible, scary, and very embarrassing. I could've lived my life without making what I made, but unfortunately I was one of those young people who were caught up in the whole Rouge mess. I developed disgusting fetishes and fantasy's that I dearly regret ever thinking about, all because Rouge's comics, drawings, stories tempted me to look up more disgusting shit while I was still a kid.

I'm sorry to the young people who were exposed to that one story I made. I take full responsibility for my actions. Ever since I left this account I've become a better person and a decent human being. I'm so glad I stopped writing about that shit.

I can't believe I use to look up to you as a kid, Fuck you Rouge.