𝖩𝗂𝗄 .

We fell in love in October
          That's why, I love fall
          Looking at the stars 
          Admiring from afar.

Ali, Ali, Ali, Alizeh
          Ali, Ali, Ali, Alizeh
          Where are you ?
          You're in my heart, aren't you ?
          Ali, Ali, Ali, Alizeh
          Ali, Ali, Ali, Alizeh
          I'm yours
          You remember this, don't you ?

Summer's meant for lovin' and leavin'
          I was such a fool for believin' that you
          Could change all the ways you've been livin'
          But you just couldn't stop.

So I'm gonna hate you, I'm gonna hate you
          Paint you like the villain that you never were
          I'm gonna blame you for things that you don't do
          Hating you's the only way it doesn't hurt.

We weren't perfect but we came close
          Until I put all of our pain under the microscope
          And I still can't face it
          I'm still in love, for what it's worth
          Maybe hating you's the only way it doesn't hurt.

Is it all in my head ?
          'Cause I keep getting scared
          That I'll always be lost forever
          But I don't give a shit if I'm too delicate
          When you hold me, it's always better.

Psychopathic, don't be so dramatic
          We had magic, but you made it tragic
          Now you're manic, honestly I've had it
          Listen to yourself, think you need to get some help.

In my head, we're dancing in the dark
          In my head, we kiss under the stars
          In my head, we never grow apart
          In my head, you never break my heart
          But we know that's not what we're doing
          'Cause, baby, this ain't like the movies.

Heart on your sleeve like you've never been loved
          Running in circles, now look what you've done
          Give you my word as you take it and run
          Wish you'd let me stay, I'm ready now.

All of your friends have been here for too long
          They must be waiting for you to move on
          Girl, I'm not with it I'm way too far gone
          I'm not ready, eyes heavy now.