PeepMyXans90

Going to be taking a break from here, since my writing style has gotten so unhinged Wattpad had to ban one of my fav books. 
          	
          	I've been on this app for years, and they've never had a problem with my fluff or even smut! 

PeepMyXans90

I seriously can't thank you all enough for the reads on my books! 
          
          I know nobody cares, but I've been struggling a lot mentally with myself for my entire life. I had the perfect childhood until my mom became sick when I was 10. She is not mentally well. I ended up having to raise a 6 year old and an 8 year old at 10 years old. 
          
          Im going to try and focus on myself a little more, I've been working my ass off writing the past few months, so I'm going to take a little break. 
          
          I love you, dms are always open on my socials, no matter who you are, what your past is, or what you've done in the past. 
          
          You are valid and worthy of love <3
          

PeepMyXans90

My boyfriend dumped me last month, heh-
          
          "Lover Boy" is on hold till I can get the courage to finish the book
          
          Im not doing the best, but we are doing good enough to be alive. 
          
          New book is gonna happen cuz...uh...im seeing someone? 

PeepMyXans90

Poetic??
          
          To bleed is the truth, to feel should be a sin- I hope this isn't where I'll begin, but I've gotta ask- can you pass the gin? Maybe, I could take you for a spin in my new car but the question still does remain, do you really want to feel my pain? To feel the eyes of people laying onto you and to have to smile although your dying. To smile even though you are crying, to show everyone that your actually trying and that it was never in vain but for you my love, I would bleed dry. My dear, please don't cry? I'll forever try to hold you in my arms and I'll squeeze tighter every time I feel a tear start to slip. I hope you don't start my fire, to make this would be like sheep to the slaughter, but I'll scream internally for your pain my love. Spiritseer, have I hurt you? Because the tears you shed are too pure to fall and between my words I try to stall to be near you longer, I linger around. I trace my finger around the outline of your smile and wish I could paint the world in bright colors for you- just to make you smile. I'll file a complaint every time they make you cry because I need you too much to ever see you fly. So please, don't cry, okay? 
          
          -"Smile" -By: Alex Richards<3