PenOfGold14

Okay but Reputation goes so hard fr. It’s absolutely in my top five Taylor albums 

I want to write fanfiction again but idk what fandoms are even popular lmao.
          I also have original works in trying to finish :(

Happier by Ed Sheeran is my cry song :(

My new power move is the fact I’ve spent the past two hours creating two different playlists. 
          They are both titled “Men” except one has a red angry face emoji, the other has the heart eyed emoji. 
          
          The problem I’ve run into so far is that I have all my angry “scream at the top of my lungs” songs mixed in with all my “cry my eyes out till I’m dehydrated songs”. Might have to split it up even further 

Not me crying while watching the Fault In Our Stars lmao I haven’t even got to the sad parts yet 

Here’s a poem I wrote when I was bored during class lol 
          
          You asked if I was sad I’m not the girl you’re going to prom with. 
          You asked if it hurt crying in the second floor bathroom on my birthday. 
          And I responded I’ve gotten so used to the numbness. 
          That it just makes my good days feel like a parade. 
          Cause I bet she’s perfect, and her hair ain’t always a mess. 
          I bet she’s not always tired and caving in to all the stress. 
          But I’d ask how your day is, and wouldn’t let you see how sad I am I don’t talk to any of my old friends. 
          I’d move on, I’d forgive you for breaking my heart. 
          But I can’t when you give me that look when I pass you in the halls. 
          Why can’t we go back to when we would talk on the swings at our old elementary school? 
          Sometimes I’ll walk past there in the summer time and it still feels like our names are written on those same walls. 
          I’d write a heart beside your name every year on your valentines card. 
          Thinking back to a time when it wasn’t so hard. 
          Cause darling if you ever get tired of wanting something more, you know you still have the key to unlock my door. 

OG Taylor swift fans know Cold as you was the original all too well 

Sup everyone. How are you guys doing?

GUYS I TEXTED MY CRUSH!!! 

Yeah I’m tired of playing cool. 
          And I’m watching you tug on the necklace around your neck. 
          You don’t see me stealing glances at you cause you’re looking at her. 
          Yeah I’m tired of pretending I’m all right. 
          You look at me with those brown eyes and suddenly I forget the lines I rehearsed in my head. 
          I know her smile is like a ray of sun, she knows how to play it cool.
          But I convince myself you’d change your mind and you’d see how much I love you if you could only read the words I never said. 
          It takes courage to stay, but maybe it takes more to say it’s too late. 
          It hurts to say goodbye, but maybe it would hurt more if I said what I have to say. 
          You can break my heart as easy as unraveling thread. 
          I guess one of us should’ve let the other in.