I feel like I need to let this out and see if someone can help me
So I have this girl I've been dating for a while and I knew her long before we started dating. She's a whole state away and sometimes it hurts really bad. She's my best friend, my girlfriend, my support, and my lifeline. I love her more than anything but sometimes it feels one-sided. I know I'm too attached but no one can blame me. She helped me through so much, my depression, my anxiety, my fears, my nightmares, and my insecurities and I love her for that. I do the same for her but depression doesn't stay away forever. I try to help her and she says she's grateful and I do help but I feel like I don't. I feel useless and that she deserves so much better than me. She could be happy with someone over there and sometimes I think she is. I feel like she's met someone but just won't tell me. We talk a lot over text and phone calls. But recently we don't call as much. Like we're drifting apart and it hurts... She doesn't text as much either. Shell text back an hour or maybe 40 minutes later sometimes saying she didn't see my text. She didn't check to see if I did. Like she's not expecting me to or just doesn't want to. I don't want to lose her but I also know its better if she's with someone else..she'd be happier. she could have someone that can hold her, have someone to keep her safe and tell her its okay. I can't do any of that... I can't be there for her. I can't kiss the pain away. I can't take care of her. I can't fight for her.. And it hurts so much
I don't know what to do.. I told her what's wrong I let it out before
But nothing helped.. I don't know what to do