I dont think i am okay....
In fact i know im not okay News of Shinee's jonghyun has broken my heart into millions of pieces...
I wish he knew the love he was given so he wouldnt have felt that way but i ask my self would it have mattered
Im not gonna cry anymore instead today i have learned that any of my k-idols could be feeling the way he is now. They may think suicide is the only answer and i cant live with myself as a human being knowing they think such an awful thing.
They may think that they are not worth thier fans time or they are not talented enough to preform on stage or to be my idol I respect and look up to
Ill be damned if i lose another one my heart hurts and ill make sure all of them know my love for them even if it means i have to beat past my comfort zone and send them sweet adoring messages that way if they are sad they know they are loved.
Im multi fandomed and each group i stan and each member in these groups mean a hell of a lot to me they helped me with just their music when i suffered
Thank you Jonghyun for blessing us with your talent and kidness,you are amazing and im gonna miss you sooooo much R.I.P