Andy

Your username literally describes my entire life. People do call me Patton and ITS PAYTON

you know something I'm upset by 
          When I go to school I cant hug my friends 
          I mean I know it's for the best but still...

Hey, it's me, Andy/Star. Forgot my password so I made a new account.

I am not okay and I will never be. Depression, anxiety, death threats towards me, rumors spread on me, crying inside, no one to vent to, staying up all night. You know what go ahead spread those rumors, send death threats, make me slowly more depressed. But you are slowly getting depressed or worse as a person too, I have been there and I hated it and I am only getting worse. But I want you to know the note you do that the closer someone will get to taking a knife to their wrist, they are one step closer to taking a gun to their head, they are one step closing to FREAKING KILLING THEMSELVES. My messages are open you amazing people, keep anything that can harm you away, talk to me, I will always talk with no judge. I am not okay and I have never been okay. Overtime I managed to help others even if it hurts me. So I must say. Jack I am sorry. Serenity I am sorry. Chris I am sorry. I am sorry to everyone I hurt. I hate myself and will never be truly happy. I wish the best to you guys and I will never forget you and I am sorry. I want you to know I wasn't okay at the time. That's when I was starting to be depressed and I hope you all are okay. Please please please never take the words to heart I know they stick with you but I was not in a good mindset I was cursing constantly and not with good people. I hope the best for you, I hope to get a second chance from all but Serenity, you are amazing Serenity but I am very happy with how you changed me but I can't do this.. I hope the best to all

Get ahold of Serenity I repeat get ahold of her. I don't think she is okay. I got a now deletes message from her. We got into a fight recently and her message said. "Goodbye I'm sorry if I could I would've slapped my stupid past self. Goodbye because I must punish myself for it.. " Please she went offline and I think it is suicide or cutting!! I just want her to be okay  I'm not home right now so I can't help 

Hey, Good Pal, You should really check out Marble Hornets on Youtube, then you will get the reference I made the other day. Here, I’ll start you off with the first video.
          
          https://youtu.be/Wmhfn3mgWUI
          Here ye go

Fffuck sleep! I can have frozen fruit cups insteaaaaaaaaaaaad!!!*

Something that describes my mom and I perfectly: Going  to stop bottling up my opinions and tell my mom something, but it comes out angrier than intended, and we get into a fight, I yell, and that's normally when  I get hit.

Im ddoin a okay human being! I may fall asleep not kudos h snf be concerned for eevetyknes safety and have a gear of sadness, but I'm a ok!

So basically, I've been working with a couple other people to evacuate a town in texas because of a sick kidnapper/thief/murderer. The mans is evil and police did jack shit about it.