call me cara ❤︎

so... Im starting real therapy soon. that's scary.. but I really need it lmao. also senior year.... god. college.... not looking forward to the whole process. but I really do wanna go. 
          
          on writing related news, I finally posted a new story! crazy right?? it's pjo, but an au of hoo! check it out pls if u get a chance :)
          
          also, if u wanna talk to me, im likely to be a little more active on Kpop account @daysaresoon where I also have actually started publishing more works too!
          
          anyways hope y'all are doing awesome and im sorry for being so inactive. love u guys <33

hey y'all, I started am awards thing! the account is @-pinkbangtan and yeah it's kind of weird and not really developed rn but anyways.. there it is! 
          
          I should probably really keep on writing instead of making another account but like... basically my aunt just died (the prostitute one). she was totally racist as hell but she also was a big part of my mom's life for a while so she's dealing with that. honestly I've lost too many ppl by now and I'm pretty numb, which is probably bad. ., but I'm too scared to ask my mom if I can go to therapy, so there's that. 
          
          anyways.., how has your September been?

gosh i should stop forgetting this account so much... uhh i don't really have an excuse honestly, i'm just kinda burnt out by the pjo fandom (the toxicity and racism around the castings was just AHHH UGHHH) and i'm so tired and sick of some of the things that just keep happening here. 
          
          i promise i will publish my book at some point and try to check my notifs more and respond to all you lovely ppl, but it might take way more time than i anticipated. i'm sorry for letting y'all down :(

shout out to the asmodeus awards! I'll hopefully do some judging there :O

Hey! Just wanted to pop in to say Ur bio is so cool!>>

came back to 1k notifications wow! also sorry I've been so inactive lately on this account, but some personal things happened and I kinda forgot about this account.... but I promise I'll start writing again soon, I've been getting more inspiration with a reread of the pjo series. memory is on hiatus officially now, and might be on indefinite hiatus, mostly bc I just realized how jumbled my plot line was in the first time.. what do u guys think?

shout out to the amazing hrs and hrs shop!

Hi There! I don't know if you'll remember me but I used to use the account That_Dork_Taffy. I miss you a lot and I hope we can chat sometime.
          Lots of love and good wishes your way bestie! <3

Hi there, thanks for the follow!! 

hello sorry for plugging!I just want to promote my story here and i hope you'll check it take care luv!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/291504017?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=4prncss&wp_originator=%2B1KB9XexCwlhmKcbB1%2FKsiCzLU%2B21HB%2FuFXIvqT05yIvN10nI2zBSRdzp7J3ASsdFFp%2BBpCTtHLQwechpSbyHSSz0gIAjZrgiXNLQKd%2BzP4gEeyQamBK%2FCT53OaKOk5