Jackie

I've certainly been better. I'm awaiting the results of THEE MOST IMPORTANT EXAM of my career and there's still two weeks to go for it and its making me so anxious. I can't do anything without taking guesses on whether or not I'm going to make it. Currently I don't attend uni, its very complicated, so yeah. I'm feeling really low at the moment, I've taken a semester off at college and life isn't going very good. I hope the results of my exam will change this.

Yasss! Finally, Jax rises..haha. Aww, that's alright. You don't have to apologize. It's just that I was missing you so badly and when I couldn't reach you, it made me so sad and angry at the same time. Do you know what I mean? I hope your job is going well, even if its taking up all of your day, I hope you're enjoying it. I get you on the 'time' thing, though. I juggle between tasks all day and by evening, I'm drained. I lie down on my couch for an hour straight after I get home. No kidding. Its okay, I understand. We've all got a life outside of the internet, so no big deal. I'm pretty much thinking the same thing, about leaving YouTube. Since I've lost my editing softwares and maybe even the skills, haha. Of course I forgive you. Stop talking nonsense.

@smreetee And how are you sweetie? It's been forever! <3

@xonceuponatimex Yeah me too, pretty much! Hahaha! The bloopers of the film itself are pretty adorable, especially Dylan! :P lmao. And ooooo! I need to check it out for sure, :D

@PerfectChemistryx I love the cast in general! :) I posted another chapter of the story, btw. Lol.

@xonceuponatimex I only read the first book of the series - I need to continue with the books. I loved the book a lot more than the film itself but I only watched it because of Dylan and Kaya! I loved those to together so much, :D

@xonceuponatimex Omg I know right, the YT thing has changed SO much it's ridiculous I can't stand the new version - I miss the original format of it, it was easier to understand and had an easy way to communicate - what the hell?! lmao. I know what you mean, Bon - seriously, those were the days xD 
            
            And YES I agree! I am glad we get to talk on here as well, at least we get to catch ourselves up with one another! I would've hated to lose touch with my Bon-Bon! :D

@PerfectChemistryx I miss you, too, Jen! I remember when YouTube had inbox so we could message each other back and forth on there, aha. I'm glad we're communicating on here as well! I haven't talked to any of my YouTube friends in forever.

@xonceuponatimex Oh I COMPLETELY know what you mean, Bonnie! I watch some of my old viddies and get like "oh gosh, I wish I could go back into editing!" lmao, even when I open up my editing program I just don't have the inspiration to vid anything and plus, I lost all of my fandoms - I only got TVD available to vid and only up to 6 seasons, ughhh.... it sucks! But yes, I would've really loved to collab with you again! It was so fun doing that, I miss vidding just in general. And I will, most definitely! and you do the SAME thing, if you ever get back into editing - send me links of newest viddies so I can watch! :D
            
            I miss you, by the way! and I am REALLY glad we're communicating on Wattpad, I feel bad that I've lost touch with all of my YouTube friends - it's entirely my fault really, work and outside life has just kept me busy. But that's still no excuse - ughhh, sorry about that! :(

@xonceuponatimex Oh thank you SO much! I adore Dylan O'Brien so much, so this was a pretty much 'I had to do' thing, hahaha! And by the way, I adore  your profile pic as well.. it's so cute! And really? Oh I would love to check it out! I love The Maze Runner, it's seriously so good and it's one of my favorite books! So I cannot wait to see what you will be coming up with for your fanfict! :D

@winterknight101 Ahhhh, coolness! And yeah, same here! I hope we can think of something soon, :P

@winterknight101 Yay, that's awesome! hehe.... by the way, I like your new screen name, how did you come up with it?! 
            
            So do you have any stories yet? :)