PersassyJacksassion

okay, honeslty FUCK WATTPAD! Where have I been these past few months??? FUCKING LOGGED OUT OF MY ACCOUNT AND NOT SENDING THE RESET MY PASSWORD EMAIL!!!!! And when I id reset my password, it just made a new fucking account with that email. So serriously, fuck it. I fucking hate it. It is so not worht it to stay here and deal with this bullshit eveyr fucking week.

Okay. Officially going to my dad's funeral tomorrow. This kinda makes it real....

So, my sister has been feeling down for a bit (for good reason). So i decided to get her a surprise. I bought her a replica of Mary Winchester's bracelet from supernatural. It shows up for like 5 seconds in a 15 season tv show. And that's what she decided she wanted lol. Had to go on a bear hunt to find one, but I did. I can't wait to give it to her and hopefully make her feel a little bit better 

Hey guys. So, I'm having a bit of a hard time rn so I might not be replying or doing as much for a while. I'm alive, I promise. But I had to go to the crime scene of where my father was murdered and they don't clean shit up. So I'm a bit fucked up from that. Just wanted to make sure you guys knew I wasn't dead or anything.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I DID IT! I GOT BACK INNNNN!!!!! I WAS ABOUT TO PULL A KAREN AND FUCKING CALL WATPAD HOLY FUCKCING SHIT

Okay, I am havig a problem with my account on my phone. i try to log back in with my username and password and it tells me I need to refresh my password. So I go to the email and it just creates a new fucking profile. Is anyone else having this problem. I had to go onto my computer to try and do this fucking thing.

You know. I'm going to do a test. I'm going to stop posting on my personal social medias (Snapchat, Instagram) and stop texting people first and see if anyone in my personal life (not you guys) really checks up on me. I personally know I few people here on wattpad so it doesn't regard you guys. But, I want to see if anyone will check up on me or if I'm the one putting all the work into my friendships. I'll do this for one week and update.

Yooo. You can get an oreo mcflurrie with m&ms in it. Two mcflurries in one

On a happier note, I've found my favorite color. I always try to explain it, but people don't understand. It's called Ultra Marine Blue. And it is the best color in the fucking world fight me. Sorry, it's pretty much the darkest blue that still looks blue and it's gorgeous. My favorite is when it's in it's powder pigment for oil based paint. It's beautiful highly recommend looking it up.

I'm so fucking done with trying. Fuck the universe. I'm tired of being treated like shit. Obviously I put in too much effort and just need to let everyone go. I'm done