🌸 Koorolla 🌸

I've been thinking about writing something sensual, wanting to explore my skills & imagination, but I wasn't sure if y'all would like it or not..
          
          Sooo.. Would y'all read an explicit content written by me?! Be honest with me.. Cause, if y'all don't want then I won't be writing one.. 
          

https://www.wattpad.com/story/376545066?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=PetalBuns
          
          
          Kinda bored.. So, here's a new oneshot.. 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/364475166?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=PetalBuns
          
          
          
          Updatee~~
          (After ages, I know..) 

Hiiii Everyone!! 
          Hope y'all are doing good.. 
          
          If anyone's wondering about my whereabouts and the updates, then I would like to announce to that I've been having continuous classes from morning till evening, even on Sundays..
          
          And after returning, I just sleep like a log for hours, then wake up, study a little, sleep some more and the cycle repeats.. And this will probably go like this till 10th of March.. 
          
          I've the next chapter in drafts but it's still isn't completed, and I don't think it'll be complete before 10th of the upcoming month.. 
          
          
          Another announcement is that, my entrance exams will start from first week of May, some of them will be conducted in June as well.. So, that's why I won't be active here from April till the month of June.. 
          
          I might be active in Instagram but rarely.. So, if y'all wanna contact me, you can do it through Instagram.. 
          
          
          Take care!! 
          Love y'all!! 

What am I seeing?! 
          The Cursed Pharaoh is at 1st position out of 7.6 K stories in #toptae !! Out of Fluffing 7.6 K!! 
          
          I never really thought that y'all will it that much.. 
          
          
          
           And Yess, I'm better now, will probably start writing after some more days and will continue publishing as well.. 
          
          
          Thank y'all for understanding me and for your lovely words.. 
          See you soon!! 

HI LOVELYYY! How are you?

There's another thing I wanna share.. 
          
          I don't how y'all will take this news, but I'm going on Hiatus.. For how long, I don't know.. Probably till I feel confident and motivated again.. 
          
          I didn't want to, at least not till my exams, but I had to for my own sake.. 
          
          
          I'm sorry, if I disappointed anyone but if I don't do it now, I know I won't go anywhere.. It's been a mess now.. The overthinking, the doubts and all.. So, I need time and space.. 
          
          
          And if anyone is thinking that The Enemy will be discontinued, then Please Don't.. I'll complete it once I come back.. I won't leave any of books in the middle.. It may take time, lots of it sometimes, but I'll complete it eventually.. 
          
          
          Thank you for the love you've given me till now.. I'll always be grateful for it.. 
          
          Have a good day/night ahead.. 
          See you again ~~ 
          

https://www.wattpad.com/story/364475166?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=PetalBuns
          
          
          As I've said, the Update is here 

Yess, I'm a student and studies are my priority, but other than that I've a passion, a huge love for literature and writing, that being the reason why I started my writing journey.. 
          
          So, if y'all don't like anything and want me to change anything related with my books or writing, then please do let me know.. I would work on it and improve myself.. 
          
          
          I don't know if I'm sounding desperate or demanding, but I would really love if y'all would comment down your views and opinions on the books / chapters written by me.. 
          
          
          
          With that being said, I would like to take my leave for now.. And for those few people who were actually waiting for The Enemy (this was unexpected that some are), the next update would probably be on this Sunday.. 
          
          
          Thank y'all.. 
          Have a good day ahead.. 

I've always written for myself, writing about things that I believe in and would like to read.. It has been my biggest motivation to complete a book.. But things like views, votes and comments gives an extra boost, motivates me even more and increases my confidence in writing, like 'Deariees must be waiting for it, they would like this so much, I should complete it fast so they can read' and so.. 
          
          But lately, the views have decreased by a considerable amount and so did votes.. It's not the first time.. It's happening from weeks now.. 
          
          This really makes me second guess my writings.. Things such as 'Are they not liking?! Is the chapter boring?! Is the book getting side tracked?!' goes on in my mind whenever I sit to publish the next chapter.. 
          
          I get that many of you are having exams, leading a busy life and don't really have time for trivial things like ffs.. But it, you know, hurts a tiny whiny bit, when you put your everything into a chapter and the result is not as expected..
          
          You just start questioning your ability, doubting if you lacked somewhere and I'm feeling the same.. It's kinda demotivating (ok, it's really demotivating) when I don't get the expected response from a book Or a particular chapter..