@Alex-Fierro17 I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!!! HONESTLY AT THIS POINT I'VE BEEN HURT SO MUCH, MENTALLY PHYSICALLY, THAT I CAN'T TELL!!!!! BUT I'VE HID IT SO WELL BY ACTING HAPPY THAT- I DON'T KNOW!!
on wattpad I read stories and there are always chapters where the reader or the protagonist is depressed and I relate most of the time. And I have so many friends who are depressed and they always come to me. Because I always acted happy. But the truth is. I'm not. I haven't felt true happiness in so long. I cover it up with a smile but on the inside. I'm dying and crying but yet...... I'm still trying. And I try to go to friends but they say same and don't help or they don't respond to my situation and talk about their own. My family says I'm not depressed and won't help me. When I say I'm tired or something they say you don't know what being tired is like. And I just want someone to tell me that it'll be okay.