I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I've been more depressed, constantly isolating myself from everyone else. I've cried multiple times because of something so small to others but so big to me. It's crazy how one little thing can bring you down. Yes I have low self esteem and anxiety and etc but of course my mother doesn't think that. I don't think I'm beautiful, sometimes I do but most times I leave out of my bathroom saying "yeah I'm ugly asfk". This one thing that I want will at least make me happy. I wanna be happy. I haven't been happy happy in years, but I guess we can't have everything.
