PhiaBacon05

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Wattpad authors: *writes nazi zombie x reader oneshots as the title*
          	Also wattpad authors: *only uses primis richtofen as all the oneshots*
          	Me: *gets a fucking nuke and shoots authors*

PhiaBacon05

I'm so sick of this. I'm tired of being bullied and harassed into submission. I want to be normal for once, without the need of any guilt, shame, or feeling i should be helping someone in my mind all the time. 
          Why isn't there anything i can say or do to help properly?

Moonshot_Eclipse

@PhiaBacon05 Um, hi there sorry im not good at this stuff, but if you need to chat i can help, your not alone, and you seem like a great person too, just DM if you need anything
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PhiaBacon05

I wrote this poem and..uh..yeah! Some of my friends who i showed it to said it was pretty deep, and when i wrote this i had trouble coming to terms with some things. But right now don't worry about me! I'm okay...for now. This is what i wrote-
          
          I'm no good with a ball, 
          Or a tube of lip gloss,
          That's probably why I'm not noticed at all.
          To whom reads,
          Boys don't stare at a goth with low self-esteem walking down the hall,
          Their much to intrigued with girls whose waists are so small.
          To whom it reads,
          I'm just layers of blubber,
          Not out of steel.
          The pain i feel is quiet real.
          Tears that well my eyes burn a clog in my throat,
          I drown under the weight of my mistakes,
          There just isn't enough glue to fix what i break.
          I want to better myself,
          But there are things that drag me down,
          Until I'm in my room with the music oh so loud.
          I break my promises,
          Be it to do dishes or write a simple chapter,
          Nothing to you,
          But so far it's all my life is after.
          But with this poem i made for you not to worry,
          Just to tell you I'm hurting.