🖊seph🖊

hola amigos, i need to vent somewhere but i have no where to do it. so here we go i guess. 
          
          i'm not a good person. i can be really subconsciously manipulative to get what i want. my mouth talks before my mind thinks most of the time, and i wind up saying mean shit that isn't true. i'm stuck in an endless cycle of hurting people i love because of it.  just last night, my friend (who i might have a crush on i'm still figuring my shit out) told me she thought i hated her because i was a bitch to her most of the time.
          
          i don't want to be seen like a bad person anymore, but i don't know how to better myself.  part of me is telling myself to close myself off as to not hurt anyone. the other part is too self centered to actually do that.
          
          yeah i'm fine :)

Hello, you are r i c h i e from quotev, right

Hi