I sit here and constantly ponder how could I allow myself to wonder about this world without knowing anything about it. I tried remaining strong for to long I thought I had someone who wouldn't bear to hurt me. Well it turns out I was wrong I got hurt. She moves on like nothing ever went wrong while I'm still here trying to remain strong holding back my tears. You would have thought that you don't hurt the ones you love the most but the truth is you hurt the ones you love the most. Half the time you won't notice it because its like second nature to you. I have this life full of much needed to be learned lessons. So I sit here and think, like what if every lesson we learn is in a different life that is connected to learn how we died in our first life. What if were not actually here but watching over ourselves and seeing how we learned these lessons. Maybe its something we all need to think about it for a great while. All I know is that something so small in life can change your life dramatically without you even knowing.
