Vent account.
I'm keeping myself completely anonymous.
I'm too scared of what my friends will think.
Wattpad is the only place I can hide from them.
I love my friends, I love my partner.
But my thoughts are quite toxic and not thought through well. I dont want one of my friends to completely obliterate me with their better knowledge and experience. Adhd is a total bitch so its kinda expected of me to sound a bit stupid when I try to be serious.
If you find out who I am.
Don't tell her please.
I can't afford to loose her to my stupidity.

And also,
Don't worry about me.
I'll be okay.
You have your own life to worry about.