@PhoenixHaddock
I'm sorry. I know I haven't been updating at all. If you're like me you've been reading other stories and completely forgot about mine. I'm taking a break from writing for a while. Don't know when I'll be back but if you want to know why, it's in my bio.
Is it normal for parents to take the fun out of things you live to do?
Like, is it normal for parents to push you so hard and so much that you just feel like you can't have fun anymore and you just wish you were a kid forever? Or even a teenager forever? Personally, I wish I could've been stuck at 17 for the rest of my life. That way, I don't have to worry about stupid resumes and stressing about interviews.
Heck, my MOM does a great job stressing me out on her own by stressing about what I'm talking to her about.
...
You ever have those moments where you wish you were dead...
But you won't kill yourself to do it...
And if it so happens that someone picks you up and takes you somewhere people aren't...
And they kill you...
Or you drop something in the middle of a road and you go to pick it up...
And a car just so happens to be driving in your direction...
I wouldn't be apposed to it...
Any of it...
I just want to cry...
But I have no more tears to give...
I'm just so tired.
I'm tired of worrying if I'm ever going to see my big sister any time soon.
I'm tired of trying for jobs.
I just want to do small freelance jobs but my mom doesn't agree and as usual, my dad doesn't actually care. And don't tell me crap like "he does care" because he doesn't. He didn't tell me that but one time I was talking to him about something he said that hurt my feelings and you know what he did? He looked back at his game and gave a fake apology.
I know there's people who have it a lot worse but my parents treated me like I was the dumbest person on the planet. They still do but at least they sometimes talk to me like I'm a human being more often I guess.
Doesn't change the fact I still want to cry though.
And you know the worst thing?
I have no friends I feel comfortable to ask for a hug.
I don't have a best friend.
I don't even have a friend that isn't shy to get into my personal bubble whether I want them to or not.
I have no one...
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
You were looking for a story with night furys and it is called ( Heart of a dragon ) it is on fanfiction with the authors name ( Nightstar Fury )
@bumlover06bumlover06 there's a Nightstarfury90 that appears to be the same person since I found that same story here. Looks like the author is extending to other fanfiction websites
I found out I have a biological sister at the end of last year. I heard half the story from my dad and I'm already stressed, sad, angry and depressed. Today, we were talking about the reason she left and I found what she said was different to what dad sad. Now I'm sad and stressing because I don't know who to believe. My parents lied to me many times in the past and I was treated like I was the dumbest person on the planet just because I was a child.
I wish I was dead right now. I hate all this stress. I thought I was out of depression but staying in your room on your own playing video games by yourself probably ruined my progress.
Plus, I don't see the point in texting a helpline number or seeing a psychiatrist. They just don't sound like they want to help you.
Thanks for taking the time to read this. I really appreciate it.
@TheAmericanTommyinit Exactly! I mean, how many people do you think would just go to a distressed stranger and genuinly care about what the other person is going through? How many people actually WANT to help? I get if it's a close friend or your best friend (I don't have either of these), but strangers?
@PhoenixHaddock they say that it’s okay to cry and stuff, they say they’re trying to help, but it feels like they’re just manipulating you, am I right? I agree.
Your books are really good, do you think you could read mine? I need some creative criticism and maybe some ideas, I’m hoping for a couple more reads eventually
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Now post this to everyone’s message board who you think deserves all the love in the universe
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Apologies for this but I'm going to take a short break from writing to catch up on my art.
Hello
I really enjoy your stories
And was hoping if maybe you would try a prompt i made
Please reply if you see this
@juubi-mage0327 I'd love to! Although it may take about a month for me to get some inspiration but I think I can do it sooner.
I think I'll make a new Wattpad account. I just need a fresh start. Any story I wrote on here except the discontinued stories will be rewritten. However, I'll finish one story before going to the next.
NP. It’s just you don’t get any further up the mountain if you keep coming back down when you’re halfway up. You need to climb up and not look down. Plan your route and prepare for whatever comes your way.
@Lightlord1109 It isn't a perfect reputation or completed books that I wanted. I was thinking of having a fresh start. I can always get the votes and followers back but I think you're right. You know what, I won't make a new account. Thanks for the help
I'm deciding to make oneshot stories for fandoms(TMNT, HTTYD, DBH, etc) instead of stories with one story plot.
Got a fandom you want a oneshot book of?
Put it in the comment section!
If I don't know what the fandom is about?
Give me basic ideas of the fandom? (basic main character personality, what they do that annoy others, etc)