Phoenix Sunlight

Will the faithful be rewarded
          When we come to the end
          Will I miss the final warning
          From the lie that I have lived
          Is there anybody calling
          I can see the soul within
          And I am not worthy
          I am not worthy of this
          
          Are you with me after all
          Why can't I hear you
          Are you with me through it all
          Then why can't I feel you
          Stay with me, don't let me go
          Because there's nothing left at all
          Stay with me, don't let me go
          Until the Ashes of Eden fall
          
          Will the darkness fall upon me
          When the air is growing thin
          Will the light begin to pull me
          To its everlasting will
          I can hear the voices haunting
          There is nothing left to fear
          And I am still calling
          I am still calling to you
          
          Are you with me after all
          Why can't I hear you
          Are you with me through it all
          Then why can't I feel you
          Stay with me, don't let me go
          Because there's nothing left at all
          Stay with me, don't let me go
          Until the Ashes of Eden fall
          
          Why can't I hear you
          Stay with me, don't let me go
          Because there's nothing left at all
          Stay with me, don't let me go
          Until the Ashes of Eden fall
          Heaven above me, take my hand
          Shine until there's nothing left but you
          Heaven above me, take my hand
          Shine until there's nothing left but you

You were the shadow to my light
          Did you feel us
          Another start
          You fade away
          Afraid our aim is out of sight
          Wanna see us
          Alive
          
          Where are you now
          Where are you now
          Where are you now
          Was it all in my fantasy
          Where are you now
          Were you only imaginary
          Where are you now
          
          Atlantis
          Under the sea
          Under the sea
          Where are you now
          Another dream
          The monsters running wild inside of me
          
          I'm faded
          I'm faded
          So lost
          I'm faded
          I'm faded
          So lost
          I'm faded
          
          These shallow waters, never met
          What I needed
          I'm letting go
          A deeper dive
          Eternal silence of the sea
          I'm breathing
          Alive
          
          Where are you now
          Where are you now
          
          Under the bright
          But faded lights
          You set my heart on fire
          Where are you now
          Where are you now
          
          Where are you now
          Atlantis
          Under the sea
          Under the sea
          Where are you now
          Another dream
          The monsters running wild inside of me
          I'm faded
          I'm faded
          So lost
          I'm faded
          I'm faded
          So lost
          I'm faded

Nothing like a late night cry and being left alone with dark thoughts...

Guess who has to go get an MRI today? 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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@laurenceandcats oh lol, yea we still have the chay

@laurenceandcats i didnt even know there was a kink chat?

@laurenceandcats idk.

Watching the wings cut through the clouds
          Watching the raindrops blinking red and white
          Thinking are you back on the ground
          There with a fire burning in your eyes
          I only halfway apologize
          And I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          Sometimes things refuse to go the way we planned
          Oh I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          There will be a day that you will understand
          You will understand
          After a while you may forget
          But just in case the memories cross your mind
          You couldn't know this when I left
          Under the fire of your angry eyes
          I never wanted to say goodbye
          So I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          Sometimes things refuse to go the way we planned
          Oh I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          There will be a day that you will understand
          You will understand
          Yeah, stop telling 'em to pump the bass up
          Tried to call home but nobody would wake up
          Switch your time zones can't pick the bass up
          I just passed out by the time you wake up
          Best things come to those who wait
          And it's time to get pumped on any road you take
          Don't ever have a problem make no mistake
          I can't wait to come back when I'm going away
          I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          There are things we have to do that we can't stand
          Oh I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          There will be a day that you will understand
          Oh I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          There are things we have to do that we can't stand
          Oh I'll be sorry for now
          That I couldn't be around
          There will be a day that you will understand
          You will understand
          You will understand
          You will understand

WTH HAPPENED TO WATTPAD?! HOLY SHIT

I hate to be the jealous kind
          But I know I cross over that line sometimes
          Don't even want to let her leave this house
          'Cause I know the body underneath the blouse
          Who's gonna jump right out of their shoes
          Hang out of the window for a better view
          Whose head is gonna turn walking down that street
          Any man with a heartbeat
          She says I'm crazy, paranoid
          Two emotions I should try to avoid
          Yeah it's all in my head, sure it's all my fault
          There's no need to worry 'cause after all
          Who's gonna whistle from the 14th floor
          Trip over each other just to open her door
          Who's gonna love her just as much as me
          Any man with a heartbeat
          Any man with red blood pumpin' through his veins
          Any man who's not sound asleep
          Any man who's already not six-foot under
          Any man with a heartbeat
          Any man with red blood pumpin' through his veins
          Any man who's not sound asleep
          Any man who's already not six-foot under
          Any man with a heartbeat
          Who's gonna jump right out of their shoes
          Hang out of the window for a better view
          Whose head is gonna turn walking down that street
          Any man with a heartbeat
          Who's gonna love her just as much as me
          Any man with a heartbeat