Phoenx77

Just found out that I have a high likelihood of having Autism, yay.

Phoenx77

My dear followers, we need to talk, seriously.
          As you’ve probably noticed, I canceled Montana’s book and I’m running behind severely with Valhalla’s book.
          This traces back to an incident which I will not speak too much about that happened in November of last year. My love and trust was betrayed by someone close to me.
          As a result, I’ve tried to become disconnected from as many people as possible, although I didn’t fully go through with it as I needed shoulders to lean on.
          You see, if a mans well/extensively invested care, warmth, and intimacy towards someone and/or a group of people is abruptly taken away or betrayed, he will more than likely develop in an integral response to shun himself from forming a very close bond with anyone in the future, developing an avoidant attachment syndrome where if he feels like he is starting to catch feelings with anyone, being too friendly with anyone, or getting too intimate, he will abruptly back out and detach himself from expressing his feelings or displaying any form of empathy and consideration.
          This is what happened to me. I’m slowly starting to recover finally, and I’m feeling better about writing, which I’m hoping will persist in the coming months.
          Stay safe out there, Phoenx, out.