Well, I uploaded the latest chapter of Bloody Angel 5 days ago on Halloween, with high hopes and expectations on my end after such a long hiatus that left me beyond nervous and apprehensive simply BECAUSE of what the chapter contained. And this is probably just my depression talking, but the fact that my normal commenters have not read the chapter, and/or neglected to comment yet is making me second-guess on continuing this story, period. Thank you SaltyQueen for your comments so far. They made my heart swell to the point I cried a little lol.
I know that I am writing this series because I choose to, and I have loved writing every word, every chapter, every moment between all of these characters that we have all come to love and cherish and enjoy. This has truly been a very long road and wild roller coaster to get to where we are, and it is not easy to write not just a story in general, but to have it going on so long... I mean, we're in book three! Three! When I first started this, I never in a million years thought I would have written this much, having this story go on for as long as it has, and truly part of the reason it has been able to continue as long as it has is because of you guys liking, commenting, giving feedback, and encouragement. All of which I desperately need right now.
Call it attention seeking if you must, I call it insecurity because even though I have written up to this point, even though I do not want to stop, with my current mental state I know that without that reassurance from you that it is still good and that you, my beloved readers, still enjoy it... I find it hard to want to continue. So, please. I humbly ask for your continued support, so I can fight through my depression and regain the drive to give this story my all once more.
