Do y’all ever suddenly remember a fic you read AGES ago and have an urge to read them again, one that will not cease until it is found? Yeah ik doing that eight like six stories lmao.
@Picking_Cherries I HAD ONE STORY THAT I REALLY LIKED AND I SEARCHED FOR IT FOR AGES AND THEN I FINALLY FOUND IT. AND I READ IT UNTIL THE LAST CHAPTER WHEN I REMEMBERED IT WAS ABANDONED FOR 6 YEARS *EMOJI SKULL FACE*
IT WAS SO DEPRESSING.
I WAS TRYING TO FUCKING REDUCE THE WHITE POINT ON MY MY PHONE WITH THE SHORTCUT AND INSTEAD I SET OFF THE GODDAMN SOS ALARM. IT WAS SO FUCKING LOUD AND IT’S FOUR IN THE FUCKING MORNING. I’M SHAKING UNCONTROLLABLY AND PHYSICALLY CRYING WHAT THE FUCK I FUCKING HATE APPLE FOR MAKING TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FEATURES HAVE NEARLY THE SAME ACTIVATION PROCESS I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING SEE STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW. I AM FUCKING LUCKY THAT I STOPPED IT BEFORE IT CALLED THE FUCKING POLICE AND THAT DON’T HAVE ANY EMERGENCY CONTACTS SET UP HOLY SHIT I NEVER WANT TO HEAR THAT SOUND AGAIN I’M ACTUALLY SOBBING IS THIS WHAT A PANIC ATTACK FEELS LIKE
AND FOR THE RECORD I DO HAVE A HISTORY OF BEING SCARED OF ANY SORT OF ALARM SOUND