PicklesAndElephants

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Thank you so much for adding Near Touch to your reading list! I love your profile picture ✨❤️

No I decided I ain’t for these dramatic ahh breaks. I ain’t no drama queen. If I seek attention, I seek it openly. If I’m crazy, I be crazy openly. Ain’t nobody stopping me, not even mfing family problems. Y’all gonna have to deal with me. Family problems can beat me down,  but I rise above it like a mfing phoenix rising from ashes. Fook this I ain’t depressed or anxietyed.
          
          IM BACK MOTHERFUCKING BITCHES
          
          And I’m prolly not going to take another break cuz it was just goofy

This is going to be weird but I’m at a really shit point in my life. Im going through some problems. When I get this depressed, I crave attention and resort to social media for validation. I impulsively post stuff for attention, but afterwards I cringe. Highkey, this post might also be for attention and validation. I also have a lot of anxiety and I think I’m terrible person which may or may not be true. After talking to someone I feel like why am I subjecting this person to my terrible presence.
          
          I’ve made some good friends on wattpad and I don’t want to lose to them, so I want to be transparent. Im not going to be as active on wattpad until I feel better and I don’t know how long that’s going to be. I feel like I’m in a bad point in my life and it’s just going to get worse from here. I don’t have any plans of quitting right now.

I fucking hate poetry.
          
          I love reading it 
          Because it’s a beautiful illustration of one’s thoughts,
          But sometimes it’s not
          And a lot of people would still love it.
          
          It doesn’t make any sense.
          
          It’s like painting. 
          People would be ready to spend a fortune on the Mona Lisa
          People would also be ready to spend a fortune on Andy Warhol’s semen on a canvas
          But they would only spend pennies for paintings by a street vendor.
          
          There are no rules.
          
          It doesn’t make any sense.
          
          Can you even fucking swear in a fucking poem?
          
          Does repeating certain words over
          And over
          And over
          And over again
          Make a poem better?
          
          What’s
          the
          best
          way
          to
          split 
          lines?
          
          all lowercase?
          ALL UPPERCASE?
          Or sentence case?
          
          If you don’t have rhyming words,
          Does it make your poem look absurd?
          
          Are alliterations actually artistically advantageous?
          
          Is it okay to say,
          
          “I like to break the hearts of pretty boys.”
          
          Or,
          
          “I want friends only for attention”
          
          Or,
          
          “I don’t want to talk to people so they don’t have to deal with my toxicity”
          
          Or is that too ugly?
          
          Is it okay to say,
          
          “I just want to fucking die.”
          
          Is it okay to say,
          
          “I fucking hate poetry.”
          
          Because I do.
          
          I fucking hate poetry.
          
          

Heyya there! I just want to say that I love your sense of humor You should write! ( if your into it). Anyways, just so you know, you made my day :)

My apologies for sliding into your Conversations board uninvited.
          I just wanted to grab your attention to my stories. There is an arranged marriage story, a teen romance, a young adult, and some mafia stories.
          Once again, I'm sorry for intruding.
           Have a nice day ahead!!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/239672415-mafia-miss-honey

Did you find Jimmy?????

Hi there! I was wondering if you could give a shot at my Urban Fantasy Romance: THE COURAGE OF STARS. It'd mean a lot to me.
          
          I'll leave a link here in case you're interested in: https://www.wattpad.com/story/179721584-the-courage-of-stars
          
          Thank you for your time.
          Pavlina x.

In case you’re wondering, I followed you for two reasons:
          
          1) you made a fricking masterpiece
          
          2) I’m not a bully 
          
          Have a nice day :)