haesbread
i miss youuu
PiePI42
PiePI42
HEY OMG OKAY SO MY BF IS BUGGING ME ABT THIS ACC THAT I USED TO HAVE SO I HAVE TO REPUBLISH ONE OF MY STORIES SO JUST IGNORE THAT PLS
PiePI42
@thewrathful ily tooo
antiriver_2u
thank you for being the best person alive
and i hope you stop denying that fact to yourself
PiePI42
BRO
So like I have serious issues with confrontation. Like anytime someone hurts me or says something that offends me I have a really hard time bringing it up because I don’t wanna hurt anyone’s feelings even if they hurt mine.
And I know a lot of the reason why I feel like that is because I just have this huge fear of being “mean” or hurting anyone in any way.
BUT I think I might’ve just realized another deeply rooted reason as to why I feel like that. Idk how actually true it is but from a young age I was exposed to a lot of conflict because my parents got divorced when I was like 4. So not only did I hear a lot of fighting but I also experienced intense hurt resulting from that fighting. So I think maybe somewhere deep inside me I have this fear of feeling the way I felt for many years of my early life that made me feel quite miserable.
Idk if this even makes sense lol. I just needed to get my thoughts down.
lavenderlodge
@PiePI42 what you said makes perfect sense and it actually does seem like you've found somewhat of the route towards why you're feeling this way about these certain topics. I don't want to intrude on your personal life but I think it'd be beyond worth your while to speak to a councellor/therapist/psychologist (whoevers available for you to speak with) about these types of things so they can help you become more aware of problem but also aid you into bettering yourself. because I know that holding back from saying anything even though you're in pain yourself, is only going to continue bringing you so much more pain. I've been there plenty of times myself and still do allow myself to be in situations where I'd rather accept the pain than speak up, but its going to get to the point where it feels like too much if you allow yourself to constantly feel that pain hun.
PiePI42
Did anyone else have a crush on like all of the characters in sharkboy and lavagirl?
And that’s on pansexuality-
PiePI42
I am not okay lol
PiePI42
Follow my insta please (@/br3ad_genie) I’m lonely
PiePI42
Anybody else get out of breath from just walking?
totallynotan_alien
@PiePI42 yeah- I'm in quarantine again and it sucks cause the most exercise I ever get is walking up and down the stairs in my house :p
PiePI42
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My hands are kinda numb and tingly, my stomach hurts, my chest feels tight, breathing is hard, I feel like I’m about to pass out, I’m fucking terrified.
4DarvelFan4
@PiePI42 okay hunny i need u to take a deep breath inside and then slowly let it all out okay slowlyyyy hope u are feeling okay now