Tammy The Awesome

Trying to write a story based loosely on what I'm going through now is kind of hard. It makes me EXTREMELY anxious! Because I don't know what my future holds, the experiences I will have or the emotions I'll experience.

When you're mind is that scattered that you can't focus and look down at what's scribbled on the paper which makes no sense. 

'Cause if one day, I'm no longer here in the physical
          Then at least I give you my voice to listen to ~ MGK

For the first time in probably a couple years, I've began to finally write new content instead of half heartedly trying to edit my old stories that were all written during the darkest parts of my early teenage years. It's kind of scary!
          
          I can't help but wonder if I'm the only person out here with mental health issues who seems to only be able to write when I'm mental unstable? Because when I'm mentally stable and happy my words don't come out..

Sometimes the world seems so dull. Writing what fills my mind is my only escape, it's my true home. A world where my problems no longer have to exist. It's magical really

Somebody else who loves Demi and PTV!! Thank you for adding my stories to your reading list xx ~ Kayla