PikaCollins
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most of you on here don't know the true me, so i'll just tell you a bit about myself. i was abused mentally,emotionally, physically, and sexually. i was molested. I've had several people in my family try to kill me. my biological mom abandoned me when i was 3. Both of my parents were drug addicts and drug dealers as well as alcoholics. i had to take care of my dad when he was drunk or to drudged to where he didn't even know my name or who i was. i have been facing depression since i was 6 and i'm still battling it. i may not win today or tomorrow but eventually i will. I've never had friends, I've always been the outcast. Even now at the age of 15 i'm still an outcast with no friends and now no family. i was arrested with 2 felony's; domestic violence and assault in the 1st degree. i'm in foster care and still try to live a normal life as possible. What is the true definition of normal? i ask myself this daily, yet i never find the answer. i always wanted to be a writer and now with the experiences I've been through i can become one. when i'm sad and depressed, i write. when i'm mad, i write. this may not affect you in any way but this is who i truly am. i'm scared to love because of the trauma I've been through. i stay isolated and try not to make friends for fear i might get hurt. i hide my feelings so nobody can judge me. i may seem selfish but really i'm not i just don't want to be hurt any more. this is just a reminder never judge a person for you know not what they've been through.