So, it's almost 7:50 AM and my mom came into my room, to wake me up. But I was already awake, and I just had a breakdown right in front of her. I was crying and I still am right now. I'm still in my bed, I don't want to go to school.
School has really been... almost horrible. I can't hang out with my old friends. But yesterday when I got on the bus to go home, one of my old friends said "I promised I'd save this seat for (insert name)" and I was okay with that.
I acted like it. I was actually hurt because I see them always talking and laughing on the bus together. And then I'm sitting 2 seats in front of them, hearing them talking and laughing. I only have like 3 new friends who I don't see often.
I honestly thought this school year was going to be great. But I was wrong. I thought that maybe a new school would be a great change.. I was wrong. I don't want pity, I'm only writing this so if I don't post any chapters for a bit then you'll know why.