FilthyCockroach

I've been gone for a hot second... haven't I? 

My fellow authors, I give you a prompt. Please do whatever you want with this even if it is just reading it:
          
          Leaves softly blowing in the wind, the sun shining so bright warming her body, the sound bees buzzing, flowers everywhere creating the perfect bed... and a gender crisis. 
          She had come to the decision. She wasn't a she. 
          
          She was a he.

2020 was a weeeeiiird fucking year... 

I know I haven't been posting in a while and I want to remind everyone that I'm not dead. I have been stuck in stories that I have finished yet, and still need perfecting. 
          It'll be a long while until I even have a full story out. Ever since the 'Little Spoon' incident I decided that I wouldn't post a story until I am finished with it completely and everything is planned out and makes sense. I know it might be excessive but still, it keeps me calm. 
          
          I actually have a new story that has come to me in the best possible way. 
          It's a vigilante AU
          I actually already got attached to it once I got close to finishing my starting notes! Noting things usually takes around two or three days, but I have actually spent a lot of time actually planning things out. 
          I haven't finished the timeline yet, but I am just starting it. 
          I have grew impatient and have actually written a teaser just to calm my nerves. Though, I wanted to share with you! 
          
          This story probably wouldn't be done in a year! It might not actually come out. I have been writing a certain story for months and it has reached around 15,000 words that is just one story. To some it isn't much, but to me it is a lot! 
          To the people who would actually wait for this, thank you. Though I don't think anyone would wait, haha. 
          
          
          Enjoy:
          
          "Have you ever killed someone?" a voice he remembers from distant in the past ask. A memory, or nightmare. 
          He was barely even holding himself up. His throat ripped in pain as he let out his agonizing wails. This can't be... He didn't want to be a villain! 
          There Izuku sat. His throat twisting in knots never letting him breathe, his stomach sending bile up and and burning his insides, hot tears rolling down his cheeks, and his hands... covered in blood. 
          
          That was the first time Izuku killed someone, and it won't be his last.

... :) 

Memento Mori
          
          Unus Annus 
          
          
          
          
          may they rest in peace

Guys, I think I might have a hair pulling kink... 
          
          Guys I'm not joking. This isn't funny. I G R U N T E D in front of people, don't ask how, just know that my friend likes playing with hair. I luckily played it off as a joke but-
          B R U H
          OH MY LAWD I ACTUALLY KINDA LIKED IT WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? 
          
          I feel shame. 

Guess who came back from therapy? 
          This guy. 

Guess who's going to therapy? 
          
          Ah ha... Fuck

My writer homies out there... Uh-
          
          Is it impossible for you to write without a straight face? I can't. It's really weird and I need to know if someone else does this and it's not just me... 
          I have to *feel* what I'm writing. It confusing to explain but when I writing something happy, I tend to smile, and laugh. When writing something frustrating for the character, or they are angry, I have to glare and look angry. When writing something sad, I have to look sad or look hurt. 
          
          But, what I'm writing doesn't affect my emotions. If I'm in a good mood, and I write some sad shit, I'm still happy. Even though I looked like I was going to cry half the time. 
          
          Idk... Maybe it's just me