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Everytime I think about getting into writing again I reread my god awful things ;-;

TLOU2 definitely hit me in my feels. Gonna rant about it so spoilers.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I went into the game knowing Joel was gonna die (how couldn’t I?) but it still hurt and I was ready to kill Abby and her friends, and I didn’t care much when I did kill them (Except for Mel, partly. She was a bitxh but a pregnant one who had a right to say what she did). Then we got Abby’s POV and I trailed that Abby did exactly what Ellie was doing and suddenly I felt the same way I did about her that I did about Ellie. I loved playing as Abby once I realized how much her story paralleled Ellie’s. 
          
          
          Then when I realized just how much Abby paralleled Joel I was scared it was going to be an ongoing cycle. 
          
          
          When we saw Tommy I was relieved that he was alive, I enjoyed his character in the first game and what we saw in the second game.. until he pretty much guilted Ellie about not thinking about Joel because he couldn’t go to Abby and kill her, I was furious when he did that.
          
          
          Then the final battle is what I was scared of. I loved both Ellie and Abby and I didn’t want one to kill the other. I was happy when Ellie told Abby to leave because in my mind that was Ellie finally accepting that Joel was dead, that nothing she did would bring him back.
          
          
          I don’t blame Dina for leaving, I would’ve too. Seeing the house empty definitely hurt, but Dina did so some petty crap (like only taking one chair out of Ellie’s art room, perfect).
          
          
          I went into the game ready to hate Abby and I ended up loving her character.
          
          
          Manny was definitely my favorite out of Abby’s group.

Gosh I never realized how CRINGE my books were until this good couple of month mental health break. 
          A rewrite might be in place soon 

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Dyed and cut my hair, you guys don’t hear from me in like a week or two my mom did it 

Ao3 scares me 

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I just spent most of my day in a car (6am-12am), never again. Well one more time. But after that? Never again. 

Happy Pride Month You Guys!!

The last episode of the owl house got me.