PinkMilkBoy

Hi! So it's been a while. As I have mentioned in my last message which was about half a year ago by now, I started therapy and wanted to work on myself a bit. I have finally reached a place where I feel in a sense 'alright' and in control so i'm trying to come back online again. A big part of my burn out was apparently because of me having symptoms of ADD from getting overwhelmed with too many hobbies and being burned out from being hyper focused on writing for too long. While I have found joy again in reading and writing, I have lost most of my interest in 2Moons and Advance Bravely. This doesn't mean I am gonna stop writing, however it does mean that I will be finishing TOAA sooner than planned and if/when I will upload new works, those will most likely be originals. There is a chance though that I will write those until complete and then upload them, so please don't be alarmed if I disappear for a while, i'm still alive. I'll be trying to upload a new chapter of TOAA before the end of next week. So please bare with me. Thanks to everyone who stuck around and the new readers who have liked my stories. Much love <3 - Ryan

user59114861

@PinkMilkBoy Glad to hear you are feeling better. Write what you want. Just be happy and healthy.
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Cheeji_Cake

@PinkMilkBoy I'm glad you are getting better!! BIG HUGS!! 
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PinkMilkBoy

I also only just realized I have only written 2 chapters throughout 2021 which is kinda bad...
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fourfeeteleveninches

Hi guys, I'm looking for a ForthBeam fanfic. The story goes like this: Beam is an orphan and poor student who is struggling with his studies. He plans to seduce Forth because he's rich and famous, and then Pring helps Beam plan how to seduce Forth, but he falls in love with him, and then Forth's friend finds out his real motive, and Lam slaps Beam. By the way, Pring and Beam are friends here; he helps Beam all through the story; they worked together in a restaurant; and Pring is a part-time sugar baby, and her sugar daddy is North's brother. I want to read that story again. If this story belongs to Phi Jung, I'll stop looking for it. Thank you. 

PinkMilkBoy

Hi! So it's been a while. As I have mentioned in my last message which was about half a year ago by now, I started therapy and wanted to work on myself a bit. I have finally reached a place where I feel in a sense 'alright' and in control so i'm trying to come back online again. A big part of my burn out was apparently because of me having symptoms of ADD from getting overwhelmed with too many hobbies and being burned out from being hyper focused on writing for too long. While I have found joy again in reading and writing, I have lost most of my interest in 2Moons and Advance Bravely. This doesn't mean I am gonna stop writing, however it does mean that I will be finishing TOAA sooner than planned and if/when I will upload new works, those will most likely be originals. There is a chance though that I will write those until complete and then upload them, so please don't be alarmed if I disappear for a while, i'm still alive. I'll be trying to upload a new chapter of TOAA before the end of next week. So please bare with me. Thanks to everyone who stuck around and the new readers who have liked my stories. Much love <3 - Ryan

user59114861

@PinkMilkBoy Glad to hear you are feeling better. Write what you want. Just be happy and healthy.
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Cheeji_Cake

@PinkMilkBoy I'm glad you are getting better!! BIG HUGS!! 
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PinkMilkBoy

I also only just realized I have only written 2 chapters throughout 2021 which is kinda bad...
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gemini_girl252

@PinkMilkBoy I don’t mean to be rude or offensive but I was just wondering what pink milk gender is?

PinkMilkBoy

@gemini_girl252 Just a joke from all the thai dramas, but i am of the male gender if you were wondering. Sorry for the late reply. <3
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PinkMilkBoy

Hi! I thought i would give you all an update since it has been a while. First off, sorry for the glacial pace that I have been uploading at. I started a new chapter of the story about a week ago, but haven't been able to go past the 500 word mark. Honestly I haven't been able to get any ideas of what to write or how to continue, but this has mostly been a motivational issue i feel like. Over the past 6 -9 months or so I have been going through this somewhat depressive cycle where it constantly switches between me feeling ill or being in a state where I can't find any motivation or energy to do anything and where a lot of things that bring me joy just seem irrelevant and unrewarding. I am starting with therapy soon and I hope that with some help and the support of a professional I will be able to get out of this funk. I want to be able to feel like how I felt when I just finished my first book, energized, motivated to continue and even so full of ideas I could write multiple chapters in a day and even have written up to 20 pages in a single week. Apologies for this enormous written excuse and thank you if you took the time to read it. I will continue to write throughout this period, but I apologize if my slowly updated work seems bland, lackluster or repetitive. Once I get back into it, thing will hopefully spice up again. Thank you all for the continued support and all the people who have been (re)reading my stories. Much Love <3 Ryan

BJGRAV01

@PinkMilkBoy Having been treated for depression I know what you are going through. Your health, physical and mental, comes first. Only when these are doing well can you open yourself up for other things. You've already taken the hardest step, asking for help. And, my friend, makes you strong.
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Icedstarz

@PinkMilkBoy Take your time in doing everything in life, writing included. Regarding your work, it is far from lacking so don't think too much about it. Inspiration will come at some point  On a serious note, take care of yourself because that's the only thing that matters! Hugs and kisses for you 
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UsagiAna

@PinkMilkBoy I really hope you get back to your old self so you can be better and enjoy what you really love, i know what you're talking about, I'm going through the same right now and it had been so hard to continue with my daily life, that sometimes I would rather stay on bed than doing anything else, but welp! So glad you're getting the help you need! And I will be waiting for your updates, whenever you do them! Take care dear!!! ❤️❤️❤️
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