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@WriterWolf16 Hey, Sorry for being gone for so long...

. . .I feel. . .dull
          Cold. . . it's feels like. . . someone is crushing my. . . heart. . .my body fells
          . . .like. . . Someone is taking. . . limbs apart. . .I feel. . .so fucking dumb. . .
          I just wanna give up. . .
          I can give up. . . that this point that least. . .

I hold you close
          Without a word.....
          I'm doing things right?
          I'm I perfect yet?
          Maybe....
          Just Maybe
          You'll see how much pain
          I hold....for you...
          Our time has ended 
          Forever....
          ....Maybe
          Just Maybe
          You'll see what you have become to me
                                     •this meant 
                                     Nothing it's just
                                        Something
                                               Who knows•
                                       

Nine months together....
          Nine months wasted 
          Trying to help you through YOUR Hell
          Did I do all of this for nothing?
          Maybe, no one really listen to me....
          I'm just to gullible, right?
          Now I will always feel dull....numb....cold
          And no one will notice it
          And that's fine....it isn't but.....whatever