I've spent countless hours thinking, remembering those moments, those memories
The things that made me who I am today
Orange fields and mile long flower chains
Sunshine tunes and singular rain drops
But they are all echos in my head
The faint ringing of a bell
But things and people change
It's out of my hands
Like the rising and setting of the sun
Clouds, rain and thunder storms
Lights will dim and eventually fade
You can choose if you will walk away
Life was never simple and it never will be
So it's time to say goodbye with tears in my eyes
So now you're gone, that's fine by me
But now I'm left alone with my thoughts
And my demons haunt me in the form of my memories
It pains me to think about how happy you made me feel
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Now we have changed for good
There's nothing left but a gun in my hand
I'm headed towards the ground and there's nothing to break my fall
If I load and cock this gun
Will I use or abuse this bullet?
Lights will dim, and eventually fade
You can choose if you will walk away
Life was never simple and it never will be
So it's time to say goodbye with tears in my eyes
But it all meant nothing
Cause now you're gone for good
I've messed up
I'll never earn you back
Now I'm just numb
I hope you can tell
The lights have died and are I'm beginning to fade
Because you have chosen to walk away
Life was never simple and it never will be
I've had to say goodbye with tears in my eyes
I just hope when you said goodbye, there were tears in your eyes too.
Wrote a song. What do you think?