@Pinky-Queen Hey! You may not know me, but I want you to know that it's completely okay. I know how much it hurts to loose a pet, because in reality you're loosing family. It even hurts because sometimes you second guess your decisions on whether they should've been put down, if you betrayed them, whatever. But one thing I can tell you is that that kitty loved you and your loved it, so much that you didn't want it to suffer and it wouldn't blame you for that. Sorry if this isn't what you needed, I know everybody has a different experience but I do know how you feel. If you need someone to talk to I'll try my best to reply quickly but my wattpad notifications aren't going through so it might take a little bit, either way though, stay safe and get better <3 <3