By the help of my friend, I got to know about you. She told me to tell you this :
Life is short, but the chapters in it are painfully long. Maybe, in one chapter, you lost your very loved one, and you feel like that's the end of your life journey, but no, it's not. Inshaallah, your father is now resting peacefully in a better place. Without pain, without struggles, without responsibilities, he's now hopefully in a better place. He's watching you and he wants to be proud from you. Your happiness is his happiness. So don't give up and work hard for your dream, for your father's dream, fighting!