Why do i love?
I sit on the edge of my bed with my head in my hands
Wondering, Why do i love?
I hate that i believe in love. I can't stand I'm so soft o the outside but hard on the inside
I hate myself. I can't stand myself.
I felt the tears well up in my eyes but i refuse to let them fall.
I stare at my screen with blurry vision and wait for your replies as to forget about the pain in my side and back.
I want you to make me forget,
I want to forget.
Forget what you may ask......
Make me forget how to love, make me forget to love, make me forget that love exist, make me forget love....
Forever.