PixeltheBixel

Kwik trip is the national anthem for twinks if I’m gonna be frank

PixeltheBixel

I feel so empty right now
          Every day is like the same thing for me and it feels like I’m just living my life like a robot 
          I feel so tired of doing the same things like drawing but it’s a good way to pass the time but that doesn’t help that it feels repetitive 
          I get tired of life sometimes 

That_K1d_Parker

It’s nearing the end of school for me and I feel the same way. Jeppy Jothers be relatable right abt now :///
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Kayalovescookies

@PixeltheBixel me too, maybe you just need something exciting in your life. But honestly how could I help you if I don't know what is going on in your life
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PixeltheBixel

Hey friends. Pixel, here. 
          
          These past times I just haven’t been feeling the best lately, been feeling bad for my family and irl friends because I keep unintentionally hurting them by just playing with them, like in games and I don’t watch what I say, which leads to me saying things that they might be uncomfortable with. With my siblings, it’s usually me roughhousing with them because they want to, but sometimes I don’t watch my strength. 
          
          This has lead to me thinking I just shouldn’t be existing anymore because, therefore, no one I love will get hurt. 
          
          Good news is, I’ve talked this out with them, and I mostly don’t feel this way anymore. Whenever I get reassurance by talking w/ those I’m comfortable with about my problems, seems to make my breaks too short apparently I guess but anyways yeah. 
          
          Also, I’ve finished two of my Phighting OCs that I mentioned a few months ago, and I’m really excited to show them to you guys!! 

Ringy-Eyeless

@PixeltheBixel  I’m so glad you’re okay. I was worried, but it’s good to see you are doing a little bit better. 
            
            As someone who has suffered through similar situations and still do, what you think others think of you is just your self conscious talking. I’m proud that you went and talked with your family and friends about it, because that takes a great deal of strength.
            
            Anyways, again, I’m mighty glad you’re doing alright.
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PixeltheBixel

Taking a break from Wattpad. Been having s**cidal thoughts. Bye.

GOSHUTUP

@PixeltheBixel no don't end up like sayori 
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TimelessX3X

@PixeltheBixel 
            stay safe pixel. we will be here if you need us.
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Ringy-Eyeless

Please stay safe. I don't know what you're going through exactly, but please try to just hold on. From your activity on here, I can tell you are a brilliant person.
            
            Whatever or whoever is making you feel otherwise is the problem, not you. You are a wonderful human being. Don't ever forget that.
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PixeltheBixel

I’m sorry my family.
          I’m sorry I’ve just been this block in your road for all these years.
          I’m sorry I hurt some of you by accident. I don’t mean any harm, but I just keep doing it. 
          I’m sorry I’m this way.
          I should’ve wiped my existence from the face of the earth a long time ago.
          Then everyone would be happy.
          You guys would be much happier without a terrible person like me. 

Acidfox15

You're not a bad person. Did something happened?
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Ilikestories107428

@PixeltheBixel did something happen…? It’s not your fault, your a friend here don’t forget that
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