PixieHeavyCream

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°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I hate how this app and some people made him feel here, I've never seen him in such a bad mental state, I hate this, no one noticed, barely anybody cared for him, this is bullshit

THEsillySILLER

@PixieHeavyCream oh i'll miss u if u choose to do that.... but its up to u if u are bai nice meeting you hope you havea great life and that ur friend is ok!!
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PixieHeavyCream

@THEsillySILLER  
          	  °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ Definitely not, but stuff happens ig, he's just tired
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PixieHeavyCream

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I feel like no one here even cares properly and it's just lying to his face, nobody here knew him properly so nobody has to care about him, I'm gonna delete my account too at this point and go back to Discord.
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PixieHeavyCream

this message may be offensive 
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I hate how this app and some people made him feel here, I've never seen him in such a bad mental state, I hate this, no one noticed, barely anybody cared for him, this is bullshit

THEsillySILLER

@PixieHeavyCream oh i'll miss u if u choose to do that.... but its up to u if u are bai nice meeting you hope you havea great life and that ur friend is ok!!
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PixieHeavyCream

@THEsillySILLER  
            °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ Definitely not, but stuff happens ig, he's just tired
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PixieHeavyCream

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I feel like no one here even cares properly and it's just lying to his face, nobody here knew him properly so nobody has to care about him, I'm gonna delete my account too at this point and go back to Discord.
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PixieHeavyCream

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I miss him

THEsillySILLER

@PixieHeavyCream awh sorryyyy 
            have a hugggg
            ⊂(・▽・⊂)
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PixieHeavyCream

@THEsillySILLER  
            °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ A friend deleted his account (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
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THEsillySILLER

@PixieHeavyCream awh who?
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PixieHeavyCream

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I know most of you won't read this, because you barely knew him. But Lookout deleted his account, there's stuff he wanted to say to most of you b4 leaving. (ó﹏ò｡)
          
          I dont really know how to put this into words but I think its time for me to leave Wattpad for good. Im sorry to anyone I disappeared on, ignored, or hurt along the way. I wasnt always in the best place mentally, and sometimes I didnt know how to deal with everything happening around me. There are people here I wish I could properly say goodbye to, but I dont think I have the words for everyone individually. I'll miss this place. I'll miss the people. I kept putting this off because a part of me didnt want to admit that I was actually leaving. Wattpad became such a huge part of my life. I made memories here that I'll probably carry with me for a very long time. I met people I never expected to meet. 
          
          I became so jealous of everyone. When someone found new friends, got into a relationship, succeeded at something, or simply seemed happy, there was this voice in the back of my head that couldn't just be happy for them. I'd look at someone else's happiness and immediately wonder why I couldn't have that too. And then I'd feel guilty for even thinking that way, because these people didn't do anything wrong. I hated that I couldn’t just be happy for people I cared about. I hated comparing myself to everyone. I hated feeling like someone else having something good somehow meant there was less left for me. I know I probably came across as bitter sometimes. Maybe I was. But underneath all of that was someone who was just incredibly tired of feeling like they were always watching everyone else live the life they wanted.
          
          Goodbye.

Ashi_flower

@ PixieHeavyCream  I certainly didn't talk you a lot or stayed by your side when you needed, but just know that all the bad things you said about yourself aren't true. 
            
            You're a beautiful, unique person, and I do believe everyone is. I'm sure that despite your decision, you can live a better life outside. 
            
            Don't ever say you're worthless, ugly, arrogant.. Because you tried your best. And it counts you tried. I hope you do heal after everything that happened.. 
            
            I'll miss you. I will. 
            
            Take care of yourself before caring for others. 
            
            Farewell, dear friend.
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elle_has_died

@PixieHeavyCream I’m sorry you feel that way, but if you think this is for the best, i’m happy for you. though ik we didn’t talk much, I’ll miss you.
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PixieHeavyCream

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I start school tmr.. sigh ╥﹏╥

elle_has_died

@PixieHeavyCream sameeee ToT
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tammywonderhoy

@PixieHeavyCream woaw I’ve been in school for 8wks! Crazzzyyyy! Anyways good luck!!
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That-dam-elf-girl

@PixieHeavyCream I’ve been in school (then I got sick and I’m not goin)
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