The only reason I know to want to be alone is fear, you don't need to be afraid and certainly no need to be alone, my friend. When the world is cold, dark and cruel, when there are times you cannot see the light or feel warmth from the sun, I will sit beside you with a torch and a blanket.

Not that this might seem to mean much but I think one day you'll realise how wrong you were. I just wanted to be your friend. Friend. Call me attention seeking, drama hungry, judgemental and all those other names but I chose to be there with you when Jaime and the others were being cruel. I'd even make myself look stupid just so they'd leave you alone.
I'd bark like a daft dog to scare them away and make you feel safe. Whenever we were out and about I'd always ask "Are you comfortable?" Or something along the lines of "Are you okay with this?"
You ditched me for them, without reason. I became insecure and when I try to speak out to you about it you freak out which makes me act out.
You could've had both if you'd just been more open about your feelings rather than treating me like a problem and running away.
It's human nature to complain but I'm not the kind of person to sit on my backside and do nothing about the thing that's being complained about.

On one hand... I love you, you're my best friend,
On the other... Go run to your internet friends and enjoy your many victimised personas because that obviously means more than everything else.

Please remember that I never asked you to change who you are. Fear and doubt are not personality traits, they are emotions.

{

"Being honest may not get you a lot of friends but it'll always get you the right ones"

"A mistake is only an error, it becomes a mistake when you fail to correct it"
-Lennon
}

"If you really love someone, even if there was a million reasons to leave, you would look for the one reason to stay"
-George Harrison
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