PlanetPluto

Apologies for disappearing for a while. A lot of stuff has been going on both in the world and in my personal life. I also had severe creativity block and didn't even want to post because of it. But I am, hopefully, back and posts will start again in just a bit bc I have to edit the chapter before I do post it. Have a great day/night/whatever

I'm back from my self-forced mental health break. Don't yell at me about not letting y'all know beforehand because honestly the world is ending and I'd rather try to enjoy it as much as I can while it lasts. If that means not posting or even writing really, then that sucks because I do enjoy it but that's that.
          
          Anyway, I've been wanting to try to go out of the fanfic genre. Probably still romance-centered and realistic fiction and not completely out of it but I was wondering if anyone would even read that? I've also been writing poems and posting them on an Instagram account that I made. I'm semi-active on that as well and it could be a good way to try to interact with readers and for you guys to learn more about me as a person and maybe we could be friends. Would anyone want that?
          
          Thank you all for reading my stuff, I hope you enjoy it, and I hope you have the day or night that you deserve.

Sorry for the late post, I got a bit busy over the weekend and then I've been busy the last few days too. My bad. Have a good day/night/whatever time it is where you live

I'm so in love. I'm so fucking screwed cus I'm so in love. She has all the power. She could break my heart with a few words. She could ruin me. But she doesn't. Today was amazing and yeah it's been a bit since I've been home but the day was literally amazing and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm so happy. I'm so in love. God, guys, I'm so in love. I've never felt like this before. I love her so much. I love her so much

Yall, it's mine and my girlfriends 6 months today and I so fucking excited. We're hanging out later (like 4 hours) and I'm just...god, I love her so much and I feel so bad cus she actually spent money, her and her parents spent money on what she's doing for our anniversary and all I did was make her a bunch of small things and I'm giving her some things that I think she'll like that I already had. Yes, I feel like I've definitely put in more effort over the entirety of our relationship (for reasons and with evidence that I will not be saying) and I've spent a bunch of money on her already but I still feel bad. I literally have like 7 dollars and I feel bad because I can't buy her anything. I dunno but I'm still really pumped to see her later. Yes, I hung out with her yesterday and yes I see her everyday at school and we literally have lunch together but I literally love her just so much and I want to be with her like all the time, she's so amazing and she's funny and smart and kind and caring and she's absolutely beautiful just so gorgeous I love her so much. I can't believe I've been with her for 6 months already

Next Saturday is mine and my girlfriends 6 months and I just can't believe it. Things have been so challenging but so worth it. I love her so much. She makes my life so much better. Yes, a little harder at times but she is so worth it. I don't know how I got so lucky to have her. She feels like home and that's something that I'm not used to. My house has never even felt like home. Yes, we're going through some rough stuff right now but it's all gonna be worth it. I want to give her the world. She's the best thing to ever happen to me

Sorry guys, some things came up and so I've been busy the past few hours and now I'm not in the best mental state really so unfortunately I won't be posting until tomorrow! I do have a reminder written, so don't worry, it will happen. I hope you guys have a great day/night/evening/whatever :)

I stayed the night at a friend's house last night and don't know when I'm gonna be home (at least by 8 mountain time) but I won't be able to post until I get home, so sorry. I will make sure to post today tho

Kinda just remembered that I have to post today lmao ✨woopsie✨ I'll post soon
          
          TW: mention of su*c*de
          
          Sorry, my mental state went to shit again and, as I told my girlfriend, I am kinda on the verge of total mental collapse. Some other shit happened with my girlfriend and my parents and she told them I'm suicidal and have a plan and shit and so now I know that her dad does in fact also know that my mental state is shit. Idk if her step mom, mom, and step dad know but I honestly kinda wish that not even her dad knew so ✌✌✌ she also said she has to talk to me about something next time we hang out or smth and she said it's nothing bad but it's got smth to do with her mom and stepdad and shit...idfk, most of today has been what is likely age regression and disassociation lmao

My 5 months with my girlfriend was yesterday and I am so happy. I love her so much. We have our struggles and yea things may be a bit rocky right now but nobody has any questions about how much we love each other. I still think I dont deserve her and that shes gonna leave me for someone better but like I've just gotta work on believing she wont. Everything has been so much better with her in my life and she really is so special to me. I would do anything for her. She has already changed my life for the better and helped me improve and she says I've done the same for her. I love her so much