Hi there, I have just read a couple of your poems and see how you where as teenager. You survived, and those poems you wrote and lost if they were the staying kind they just may come back, just slightly changed. Those poems were your healing at that time, I have lost poems too, many but I also have regained many. I think you are a very brave poet showing your journey. I will follow with interest. Also I realized afterwards that Laurie Wilkinmann is yourself, good one.