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Let’s talk about self harm! It’ll be added to my chapters.. a teaser is as follows:
For the longest while this has been the relief to all the pain I’ve felt... everytime something went wrong, I’d run home find my razor stash and ruin myself some more, it was my escape, I felt as thou if I can ruin me this much nothing others say or do could cause as much damage.. This was my love, the only thing I could relay on at the end of a messy day, one cut here, one cut there; nobody will see it, nobody will care.... It’s been a while since I’ve done this, the urge to do it on a bad day is still very much present, they’re days when my body is begging me for this release and I almost gave in, but I found new ways to release the pain I’m feeling and the shit I’m going through.. nobody really understands.. but I’m sharing this to say, we can get thru anything, any problem, any bad day, any awful situation we put our mind too. I’m no where near cure or 100% self harm free, but I AM further away from the feel of it that I was at couple months ago...