So, I am alive, which I'm realising is a way I have been starting many of my posts lately. Coming to terms with me ME/CFS is something that has taken a fair bit longer than expected. In that time my hyper-fixations have jumped around a lot! I got back into gaming, back into reading, and became absolutely obsessed with a new game. For a while I thought that my love for writing had burnt out. Then I started writing a new fanfic for a game and quickly found myself at 150,000+ words without breaking a sweat. For now this remains unpublished (though I am hoping to one day finish this off).
What this meant was that for a very long time I've found myself unable to focus on my Loki/Kaya story. Still, I said I would never abandon this story and I stand by that statement. Ultimately, I figured out too much of the plan to ever back out on it now (as in I know what is going to happen all the way up to the end of Endgame).
For NaNoWriMo this year I am attempting to rewrite Infatuated in the hope that this will kick start my ability to finish the story. If it goes well I may repost Infatuated here and on AO3.
Thank you all <3