ahh your story really touched my heart well... I'm a 15-year-old boy who took medicine to be incontinent not only of the bladder but also of my bowel and I don't know if i should regret and train my self again and rn i buy my own diapers my mom doesn't know cuz im afraid, but if i regret i would still wear them for fun because im a tbdl i have a paci too so... I just dont know.