Polina_Popova
Hi everyone,
I know I disappeared for a while and didn’t reply to your messages. I stepped away from Wattpad for a couple of months. I’m not writing this to announce a comeback—I just wanted to remind you that I’m still here. Don’t worry, I’m doing well. My life has been changing very quickly lately.
One unexpected update: I’ve officially lost interest in the guy I liked for the past two years.
We were never in a relationship—he was simply someone I had strong feelings for. It’s a little ironic now, knowing that many of my poems were dedicated to him, and I’ll still be translating or revisiting them even though those feelings are gone)
The truth is that he’s no longer the man I originally liked. I don’t know what exactly happened in his life, but he changed, and he stopped being the person who once attracted me so much. And I can’t be in love with someone who doesn’t match my standards or the person I am.
I’m definitely not someone who wants to "save" people or be a lifeline for someone who has lost their direction. The man I want as a partner has to already be that man—confident, strong, and standing on his own.
At the same time, I keep receiving male attention, which admittedly flatters my ego a bit. But the biggest change is internal. I was always somewhat self-sufficient, yet those feelings pushed me to grow in ways I never expected. I’m not the same person I was when I first met him.
Who knows what the future holds?
Maybe one day things will shift again, maybe not. And if at some point we both become the people we’re meant to be—perhaps things between us could begin in a completely different way...
For now, I just wanted to share this with you, because even I’m still processing how suddenly it happened. I simply let go.
So… how are you all? What’s new in your lives?
thelittlebystander
@Polina_Popova changes are inevitable. Even science says that every decade our preferences change. The best possible thing or way to deal with such changes is to just being you. Cause the more you chase being the perfect you the farther you'll go from being you. Plus you're one of amazing people I've known for a while now so i believe you'll do great ✨
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Izakai_Lord
@Polina_Popova Nice. I hope you come back then. Life has been fast, and graduation is soon.
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StarSoldier021
@Polina_Popova I'm glad you're doing well! I think I know how you feel (dedicating a lot of your art to somebody and them changing into someone else), and I hope you'll be okay and will have enough time and peace to process everything.
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