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Greetings 
          I find your poetry powerful and interesting 
          

Thanks for the follow. Would you like to read my latest work, A Thread Between Stars?

Здравствуйте! Давно я  у вас не был. Как у вас дела со стихами? Помню в одно время приходил чтобы прочесть их у вас, вы хорошо пишите 

@Polina_Popova wishing you the same back!!!! You're welcome.

Some of you may have already noticed that I am no longer a Wattpad Ambassador.
          
          The reason is surprisingly simple. I was away from Wattpad for some time and missed an important document that needed to be submitted, which led to my status being removed.
          
          I wrote to the team asking if there was any chance to fix the situation. 
          
          As it turned out, I wasn’t the only one who had missed the document, and those of us in that position were given one more opportunity to submit it.
          
          Unfortunately, by the time I actually saw the message, it was already too late. I had written my request at night, and when I woke up in the morning the opportunity had already closed. I’m not sure whether it was a matter of time zones or timing in general, but the result was the same—I simply didn’t manage to submit it in time.
          
          Frankly speaking, this part is what irritates me the most. In the end, two very small and rather absurd circumstances were enough for me to lose the role.
          
          I won’t pretend the status meant nothing to me. 
          It did. I spent a long time going through the training process and waiting to be accepted into the program, and being an Ambassador gave me a certain official position within the community that I valued. Losing it this way definitely hit my ego and my sense of position more than I expected.
          
          It’s not something that keeps me up at night or completely throws my life off balance, but it did leave a noticeably unpleasant impression and knocked me out of my usual rhythm for a moment.
          
          For now, I’m not planning to apply again or go through the training process in the near future. The situation itself left a rather unpleasant impression, and I simply don’t feel the motivation to start the entire process again right now...
          
          That said, nothing else really changes. I’m still here on Wattpad, still writing, and continuing my work as usual.

Hi everyone,
          
          I know I disappeared for a while and didn’t reply to your messages. I stepped away from Wattpad for a couple of months. I’m not writing this to announce a comeback—I just wanted to remind you that I’m still here. Don’t worry, I’m doing well. My life has been changing very quickly lately.
          
          One unexpected update: I’ve officially lost interest in the guy I liked for the past two years. 
          
          We were never in a relationship—he was simply someone I had strong feelings for. It’s a little ironic now, knowing that many of my poems were dedicated to him, and I’ll still be translating or revisiting them even though those feelings are gone)
          
          The truth is that he’s no longer the man I originally liked. I don’t know what exactly happened in his life, but he changed, and he stopped being the person who once attracted me so much. And I can’t be in love with someone who doesn’t match my standards or the person I am.
          
          I’m definitely not someone who wants to "save" people or be a lifeline for someone who has lost their direction. The man I want as a partner has to already be that man—confident, strong, and standing on his own.
          
          At the same time, I keep receiving male attention, which admittedly flatters my ego a bit. But the biggest change is internal. I was always somewhat self-sufficient, yet those feelings pushed me to grow in ways I never expected. I’m not the same person I was when I first met him.
          
          Who knows what the future holds? 
          Maybe one day things will shift again, maybe not. And if at some point we both become the people we’re meant to be—perhaps things between us could begin in a completely different way...
          
          For now, I just wanted to share this with you, because even I’m still processing how suddenly it happened. I simply let go.
          
          So… how are you all? What’s new in your lives?

hey, just wondering what's up, it's been a while since we've spoken

It's been a while. Hope you're doing good.

‼️ I’m currently searching for completed poetry collections to review for potential inclusion in the Ambassadors’ reading lists. I will personally read every submission before recommending it to the team.
          
          Feel free to share your own work or the works of your friends!

I have to read your poetry slowly because it is complex and full of grandiose imagery. Thank you, Polina!!