Lyn

Well. It's been...two years. Hello again! (saying to an audience of crickets)
          
          I wasn't thinking about returning to Wattpad anytime soon, but today I felt strangely nostalgic, and upon looking over my (very) unfinished works, and the people I've met here...I wanted to try writing here again.
          
          In case you haven't read my updated background info--I'm enrolled in college! I've just finished my sophomore year and will be going into my junior year this September. College has been the main reason why I've been majorly absent, and I am truly sorry about that. A lot has changed since I've last been here, myself and clearly on this website (why did they delete direct messages???). 
          
          I'm not sure what I want to work on, but I want to finish at least one story here. I want to be that one author that finally fucking updated after a millenia. But as it's currently midnight, I'll have to work on doing that tomorrow. I hope all of you guys have been doing okay, in this crazy world. If you can, I'd love to know what you guys have been up to! 
          
          Cheers.
          
          Oh, and as you may have noticed, I changed my alias name again. I've been using GREY for a while now, and might as well stick true to my actual username.

Mannn it’s been so long. Hope you doing good 

I found one of my ppl. 
          An Mxtx fan
          Kpop fan
          Anime fan
          Orv reader. [Kim dokja come back, I will die in your stead.]
          And procrastinator. [Extreme one here.]
          Seriously though. I am lazy to even pee before going to sleep. :+ Ma jinja.
          
          Anyways, Tatakae!
          
          Ahem. 
          
          Jaiyou. 
          
          P.S: Yeh I am cracked don’t mind. Just wanted to say hi.

i published something for once!! if you read and have finished ORV, and love the companionship between YJH and KDJ, then this is perfect for you B)

Wattpad is deleting my messages AGAIN!!! Am I being targeted? Am I too inactive, is that what it is? 
          
          Sigh. I’ll just keep it REALLY short then. 
          I’m gonna be publishing something soon! Also moving away for college in two months. A lot of stuff going on.
          
          Wattpad we are going to have a talk

Wattpad has deleted four of my announcements so far, and so I have lost the will to retype all that crap again.
          I am alive, I am better, and I am currently squeezing my brain out for sentences.
          
          also nearly vomited last night and only had two hours of sleep!!!

Hey all! Small update.
          
          I WAS slowly getting better this morning until I had to take a 3-hour mock exam at 8:45 am, so when I came home I fell onto my knees and was ready for my soul to be taken.
          
          Anyways I’ve been stuck on this bed for hours and thankfully there are signs of improvement! Hopefully I won’t relapse when I get back to school on Monday :’)
          
          The unfortunate part of all of this is that my older brother got sick. Whether it’s because of me or not…at least we suffer together. 
          
          Also decided to try and post small announcements frequently instead of ghosting you guys for a month lol. So here it is!!!! 
          
          goodbye now 

Alright! I’m sick. 
          
          Motherfu—
          
          If you guys don’t know, I have a rivalry with my immune system because it fucking SUCKS and whenever I am down with something, I writhe in pain and start writing out my will (if I have the sanity to do so).
          
          Currently I am wallowing in despair as I am slowly facing the reality that I once again, must overcome this rigorous and deadly battle while attending school and living in this cold freaking weather. 
          
          We’ll see what happens on Friday and the weekend. 
          
          *sighs deeply*

Hahahaha...almost March, been a month since my last message and I still haven't done anything...
          
          What can I say, except that web novels have taken over my life? 
          Seriously though, my life has been forever changed ever since I stumbled across Heaven Official's Blessing in October. I have been reading more than writing.
          
          Anyways--to the main points. I did try really hard this week to at least complete ONE thing, but college decided to bite me in the ass, my body retaliated, and my overthinking self went absolutely nuts. College is still a menace.
          
          I meant to complete and publish my HFB fanfic on Valentine's Day, but alas...web novels. *jazz hands*
          I've written over 12000 words, so right now I'm currently debating if I should just publish it in parts weekly since it'll give me time to finish up while also serving y'all. I have 5000 words left to write, and I predict I'll be done in about two weeks. I still have other areas I need to focus on, unfortunately. :sadness:
          
          Besides that, I recently gained inspiration for an existing zodiac story of mine. 'I am Alive' in fact. I am thinking of revamping it--I'll keep the whole asylum, trapped teenagers theme but I'mma tweak it up a little. I'm not sure when I'll do that though, cause again, I am quite busy these days. 
          
          In regards to my other zodiac stories...not have as much motivation. </3 However I did reread The Saviors today, and even looked over my draft of Chapter 7. I like the way things are going, so hopefully, I'll work on it next weekend. 
          
          How are you guys doing, though? Anything new? Thanks to those who are sticking around despite my messy self. <3

I seriously hate my brain sometimes—
          
          Just when I finally start to work on writing, my brain doesn’t cooperate and my vocabulary suddenly decreases by 80% 
          
          sigh