Sobmombo

Little update on my PC and guess what 
          
          It's a complete goner.. Which I did understand as it was pretty old since it's my dad so yeah, I'll have to wait until I get a new pc or something like that if I wanna update my art book, my dad did reassure me that it wasn't my fault and that at his own office place some of their computer's burn out which made me feel a bit better 
          
          Doubt my dad would like to spend more money on a newer PC, but! My dad might give me another of his old ones (again) which seems good to me overall (let's just hope it doesn't burn out like my current PC) 
          
          Also I'm on fall break today so yayyy I hope I get movation to draw

Guess what! My PC stop working yesterday so that was amazing, I'm taking to my dad as we speak to see what's wrong with it
          
          My sister thinks my PC burned out and I think it just simply overheated, so yeah the OC chapter and new arts are going to be delayed even further until my pc starts working again 
          
          I'll try to make it up to y'all by making more art of characters
          Also idk if I mentioned this before but feel free to suggest art about a character hopefully in the future I'll have more ocs posted so yeah!
          
          
          I'm making art/lore for 2 ocs rn and working on so if my PC is fixed in time I want you to keep your eyes out for June Katamari and Seru Renn!

Hihi
          
          I might add some art to the art book when I can maybe release a new chapter of one of my OC's, but then I got stuck with some pretty bad things (which some of the information I want to leave out since it aches my heart to even think about it) which the text below will be the venting I would make these two separate, but I think they should go together.
          
          The text ahead is the venting!
          
          I totally love it when I have panic attacks in my closet. It's like going on a rollercoaster and feeling that good ol rush of fear that most people love to feel!
          
          Checked my messages recently and one of my friends said hurtful words and then my other friend (irl) left me alongside the person who said the hurtful words to me so not really doing well after that the thing is I really really cared about those friends and gave them gifts gave them a lot of love and only for them to leave I saw it coming but it still hurts I don't want them leave, I don't even know how I'm going to get over them either even if they left me out they were pretty good friends! But there is the saying or something like that , that goes “Irl friends could change very quickly especially when you treat them right they'll talk behind your back and the next thing you know they'll stab you in the back.”
          
          I don't have a lot of time to write this so sorry if it sucks, if I feel better I'll post art in the art book I should have fall break soon and if I also feel better at that time (which should be like 3 days after the time this is posted) I'll try to post some art! Hope y'all have a great time wherever you are at!

Guys how do we feel about old women Yuri or just Yuri in general 
          
          (I say as I hide my old women Yuri)

NEW CHAPTERS ADDED TO THE ARTBOOK!
          
          I got bored and was adding more drawings to my artbook, and I noticed that I should have enough art to publish a couple of chapters for you all. So, I decided to post two new chapters for you. I hope you enjoy the characters as much as I do!
          
          to sum some things up and to say what I missed
          -Added 2 artworks of Shira(For the Shira lovers)
          -New chapter/character Shopkeeper
          -New chatper/character Shemail Hazel

Guess what! It's my birthday (and 282882 project are due yay..)
          
          Besides that I have 26 drafts of ocs in my art book I'm going to focus on getting all of my OCS done and getting their stories started/done I might take breaks to make art (not sure about today since I do want to focus on school work and my birthday) so yeah and make more ocs cause It's for the lore + Need to work on the character's family/friends (if needed obviously)
          
          Although when it gets to the point I can show the character and their art(s) (not sure if I still want post them if they barley have any art sooo yeah high chance though) I'ma be every excited because like you only have two characters roughly out of the rest in the lore sooo yeah.
          
          I'll probably post my sona (which is on my pfp picture at the time) when I get back at school if I remember just so there's some new there (I only make one piece of art for my sona whoops) 
          
          That is all I want to share as of now! I'll get started making the new ocs that's apart of the lore and making lore for them- you get it

Hello, it's 9 pm rn and I was about to go to bed when I remembered I need to do my daily checkup (Still doing it rn as I'm writing this), so, I went to Wattpad first and saw there was nothing much as usual, so I went to my artbook to check the states and add new characters when I saw that Axel has (right now by the time i'm looking at this) 35 VIEWS ON THAT ONE PAGE WHICH IS A BIT CONCERING I MEAN I KNOW I DON'T HAVE A LOT OF CHARACTERS RN BUTLIKE DAMN. What's so special about her (kinda love her) she has like 4 arts rn and Shira has 2 more (Thought Shira would have more attention)
          
          Maybe I should make art for Axel instead, and I'll get more views?jk
          Sorry, Axel, I have to focus on the others, especially those who aren't getting a lot of attention/don't have artwork. I think you have good enough art for now
          
          I'm not sure if I should post the characters that have only one piece of artwork, so I would like to get anyone's opinion on that, since I'm 100% unsure. (If u would like to)
          Regardless, I'm glad that my ocs are (hopefully) being loved by other people than me
          
          Yeah, I'm going to write oc lore until I can go on my phone to draw again

How to find movation to draw 
          
          Yeah sorry the drawings are going to be delayed I got hit with stacks of unfinished work which I completed them ka-boom! I got hit with more work.. sobs
          (7 homework assignments I think?)
          
          Anyways I wanna ask as I have movation to draw rn what character do you wanna see more art for?
          I know I don't have much characters at the time, butttttt I can still make some art for them (unless you have my art fight account you can probably choose a character from there though I don't have much characters there) basically this is like a request art-ish? I don't really know! I just don't know who to draw (other than the characters who don't have art or those who needs more art)
          Examples are like my sona, maybe Axel I mean she has a good amount, etc.
          
          I don't mind having multiple character requests I can probably squish it into one drawing or make them their own individual drawings, either way it may take longer but eh idm I need to make drawing for some of these characters anyways (they need some love after the trauma I'm planning/giving to them)
          
          Kay I'ma go back to drawing so I can get it started and I guess prepare (and make art for the characters I'm planning to introduce to y'all)

Sorry that the art book isn't getting updated!
          I'm a busy with school which means I'll have less time to make art especially with how much homework I have (which I'm lacking off of)
          
          I may put sketches I made at school on the pages when I get the chance tho!
          
          I'm working on a art piece RN and I'll work on a couple more this week probably? I'll make sure that I make enough to catch up with how much I missed the past few weeks so yeahhh
          
          I'll try to keep my word the best to my ability! I know I only have 3 pages (OC's excluding Luminary since she's not mine (sorry my love/jk)) I'll be sure to make pages for my other ocs (some will be drafts if I don't any art about/with them others that do have art will probably have not a like, I'll still make a page about them and publish it) 
          
          I'm SO SO SO excited to show you some of the ocs I have I think they are so cool(that's my opinion and I'm probably just glazing them so uhh..) I'm still working on their lore but some of them are completed just like uh 32 more so far...? 
          
          Yeah I better get started on those when I get the chance there's probably more that I didn't get to count (some are other OC's siblings so yeah) and some I can't decide if I wanna add them to my story so- High chance some OC's won't get their own page (if they're something like a sibling they'll be apart of their sibling's page) 
          
          Anyways that's all I can think of to say fow now! I'll be sure to announce when I publish all the art and pages when it happens! Also seems I may have to pull a all-nighter for not only my homework but oc lore..! This will definitely be a long night...

I hate how now everyday in school I'll have be searched because of my instrument I also hate the fact that since I have to bring my instrument back home and back to school every week day so that I can practice on it doesn't help with anything in this situation 
          
          While I was waiting in line to be searched I noticed the girl in front of me was being searched because OF A SINGLE BINDER? LIKE WHAT according to my ela teacher it probably set off the metal detector thingy because it "looked like a knife or something like that"... DAWG A KNIFE? HOW? The worse part is we didn't have to do this the first 2 weeks of school the principals didn't even looked like they knew what they knew what they were doing. According to one of my classmates in advisory one of her friends got searched because of a pack of mints-
          
          I feel bad for some of the other band kids that have to be searched because their instrument I wish the school would do something to the metal detector thingy so that we wouldn't have to get searched because of our instruments it's just so stupid 
          
          Anyways I'ma stop yapping since there's so many things to talk about of how stupid this is that I cannot write down (this is already over 1.2k words longs and I still can go on I can probably reach the limit if I'm lucky!)