reader:p

Lol I haven’t changed my pfp in forever but last year I changed it like every month
          
          
          
          
          I’m so boring I’m sowwy 

I love you so much so accept the MOTHER FREAKING LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL BEING JUST ACCEPT IT I DONT CARE WHAT YOU DO WITH IT LATER TAKE IT AND GO ENJOY IT

Lack of people=death
          
          
          I am dead
          
          
          
          Yay

Legit just looked at my clock and realized I have to get up early tomorrow and I’m not even close to tired...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          *Yeets self into clock*

I’ll say it, I’ll say it
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I don’t care that you broke your elbow.

It’s just not worth it anymore I’m so done with all of this

I’m sitting here..
          
          
          
          Crying in my bed because I have to go to sleep and then the cast list was posted and I made a mistake of looking at it and now I want to die like truly, purely want to die and I can’t get everything down and everything is spiraling out of control now. I’m going to fail at everything now because I can’t handle it and I look like a fncking child that can’t control their emotions or themselves and I freaking embarrass myself just by being myself and I hate that so much. I can’t take any of this shit that I have to put up with anymore. I can’t do everything that is asked of me. I can’t be here anymore I can’t be myself anymore and I don’t want to.

k but like....
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          death would end world hunger
          
          
          
          
          so we could kill the boomers
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          or i could die

Am I.....
          
          
          
          
          
          Annoying?

when you look around and see if anyone will see if your crying but you realize nobody cares so you can just ugly cry silently but then you realize that you have auditions so you cant cry and look like a mess so you just blink uncontrollably to stop the tears...