Poppy_Cosmos

My dad's funeral is today, and I don't know how to face it.

Poppy_Cosmos

@LynKuromuno My condolences to you as well. <3
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Poppy_Cosmos

@NievesShiratama Thank you so much for your kind words.
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NievesShiratama

@Poppy_Cosmos As someone who has lost her own father in December 10th of 2024, all I can tell you by experience is this: whatever you have to get off your chest, all you couldn't tell him in life, do it. Or you'll regret it otherwise. To me, it was a rather freeing experience, and I highly encourage it. 
          	  
          	  I still remember when I was to bid him my last farewell, how I sat alone before his casket and looking upon him as he laid there. How thankful I was for everything he did for me in life, what I regretted being unable to do for him, and how I would continue living on in his name, carrying his memory and legacy. And so on...
          	  
          	  It hurt like you don't know how, that I won't deny, but the sense of liberation I got from it all... To me it was worth it. It was the nearest thing to closure I'd ever get, one last heart to heart. And it's a memory I'll forever carry with me.
          	  
          	  Don't know if it'll work for you, all I know is that for me it did. And if it helps you too, then I'll be glad it does.
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Poppy_Cosmos

My dad's funeral is today, and I don't know how to face it.

Poppy_Cosmos

@LynKuromuno My condolences to you as well. <3
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Poppy_Cosmos

@NievesShiratama Thank you so much for your kind words.
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NievesShiratama

@Poppy_Cosmos As someone who has lost her own father in December 10th of 2024, all I can tell you by experience is this: whatever you have to get off your chest, all you couldn't tell him in life, do it. Or you'll regret it otherwise. To me, it was a rather freeing experience, and I highly encourage it. 
            
            I still remember when I was to bid him my last farewell, how I sat alone before his casket and looking upon him as he laid there. How thankful I was for everything he did for me in life, what I regretted being unable to do for him, and how I would continue living on in his name, carrying his memory and legacy. And so on...
            
            It hurt like you don't know how, that I won't deny, but the sense of liberation I got from it all... To me it was worth it. It was the nearest thing to closure I'd ever get, one last heart to heart. And it's a memory I'll forever carry with me.
            
            Don't know if it'll work for you, all I know is that for me it did. And if it helps you too, then I'll be glad it does.
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Poppy_Cosmos

Greetings, during this incredibly difficult time, I ask for your understanding and compassion. I'm not fully ready to speak publicly on it yet; as I am still really grappling with the fact my daddy is no longer here.  I kindly request your patience and prayers as I work through my grief. 
          
          As of now, I do not plan to update any works, including my translations. (minus the automatic fanfics I have already established.) 
          
          I am utterly lost, angry, and devastated.

Poppy_Cosmos

I have depression. And I know this. I know logically, some of the things my brain hisses at me are wrong.
          
          Logically, I know I am loved. 
          Logically, I know I am not a burden.
          Logically I know I don't really want to die.
          
          But sometimes the pain is overwhelming, and I want to.

Poppy_Cosmos

Hey, guys if you really wanna follow me and vibe and be friends. Like want to engage and talk to each other! Because I love Watpad. And you.
          
          But also I'm on tiktok. And you like to nerd out on fanfictioni have created.
          
          Anyways I'm PoppyCosmos on Tiktok if you want to follow me there.  it would really help.

Poppy_Cosmos

sorry guys. i know i havent really been active on here much, but in real life happened and on the 11th I got into a really bad car accident. so right my mental heath and physical not so good. But I am writing still guys. I promise!

Poppy_Cosmos

thank, you for the sweet well wishes. <3
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nightRay11

@Poppy_Cosmos hey! I Hope you have a speedy recovery but don't force yourself to write. You can write when you feel good. Just put your health first and have a speedy recovery.
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